My head full of sick surprises
a girl of many different disguises
lies that leap from my lips
a toxic and unerving kiss
My mind full of desperate need
calling out to you i plead
for help to change my deluded life
take me out of all this strife
Grasp my hand and guide me home
before i go to far and roam
away from myself a little bit more
heal my harsh fixated core
The things ive done are far from great
ive got myself into a state
of mind that is not a healthy place to be
so please. Oh please help me
I’m no longer myself how can this be
I’ve been torn away from what used to be me
I have no heart and I have no fear
it’s taken less than a single year
She was the one that started it off
The american woman is hard to top
if it weren’t for her i wouldn’t be
in this hole as sick as he
I can do things now i wouldnt have before
things im not proud of, and am unsure
A thought that swallows up my mind
i’m the farthest one from kind
I’m sorry that I hurt you darling
that your heart is broken
I won’t hurt you anymore my lover
I will try and change for you
I love you until my final breath
you give me more than you know
marry me today and i will change for you
that i can promise.
