"Goodbye," Jacob said as he walked out the door. Tears fell as I wished that I didn't let him go.
Jacob and I were bestfriends. We had friendship that everyone was envious of & had a relationship I can never go back to.
The room was empty and quiet. I was alone, waiting for him to come back. And as I looked at the ceiling, I realized that he will never come back. For I've made my decision clear and I knew myself it was for my own good.
I tried to believe that he wasn't good for me. That he's toxic. I hurt myself for believing that I will ever see the good in him. But I keep asking myself the same question over and over again. Why did I love him?
It hurts watching someone you love walk away. Knowing that you'll face tomorrow and the days after without starting your day with a "Goodmorning beautiful" text. You'll be on your own. I'll be on my own. It hurts so much & I need him back.
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I Love You, Goodbye.
RomanceErica Smith falls in deep love with her best friend Jacob. The break up destroyed her. Emotionally and physically.