a boy who change my life ♛

people say I useless , people say I'm not beautiful,people say there no one out there for me. I been bullied by some boys and girls and also been laugh at. Until a girl was laughing at me so I went crying to the restroom,started cutting my self. when I came of the restroom there was a guy outside wearing a flower crown he had dimples and a great smile. so I was at history class and he was there I was terrified if he is stalking me.  School was over I went walking by myself and he came right at me and he hold my hand. And so I let go of him but first I thought it was cute so I hold his hand. For a while he started talking about himself, he said,"hi I'm harry styles and I'm in a band my band name is one direction", after I started talking,"hi I'm eva I'm a girl who usually get bullied a lot," . So he said,"do u want to see us play a song with my band. i said, "I have to study sorry but I can't ", so he said,"come on" after I said,"fine" so we went to a garage. Harry introduced me to his friends he said,"Eva this is niall horan" I said" nice to meet u"and he said,"hi" then harry said "this is zayn,Louis,liam,"and they all said hi. they started singing "rock me" and harry sounded so great . After harry gave me a tour of his house then the last room to show me was his room so we sat down on his bed. He went to the restroom so while he was in there i was checking my cuts when I was checking  harry came out of the restroom so i didnt hear him get out so then harry was paralyze. Then i just pull down my selves,he was acting normal And sat down besides and said,"why do u this to ur self" and i said "cuz all those bullies make me too" so harry went to the kitchen to give a nice cool drink while he was getting a drink i looked at the window so tht was my chance to escape so i did. so harry kept calling me and leaving voice mails like telling me where are my love i need to hear from u . I felt real bad . So the next day i went to school but i put a disguise and then Harry approach to me he said,"hello.

I just left. the bell rang it was science class my teacher was choosing who gonna be partner but of course I was partner with harry.... harry couldn't notice I was Eva even though that was good. we were looking at this dead frog looking where are the body parts. But when harry touch the frog I try to tell him this is the stomach but after we both touch our hands. I had this weird feeling that never had especially when I had a crush on the most popular guy named calum hood . Harry realize it was me Eva, harry: Eva I know it u OK stop hiding urself

Eva:no it not me *my voice went high*

harry:yes I know how ur hands are all full of cuts

Eva; not really

harry: Haha u see u are Eva

eva :*whispers* shoot

the bell rang I quickly went straight to the door And left harry try to keep up with me but he got lost . for some reason I feel bad I thought to myself should I find him I was going crazy instead I just ditch school. when I was walking *talking to myself* (what I'm doing I just ditch school like nothing wtf Eva go back Ughhh). I had two of me one bad and good... when I came home I was just home alone Idk what I was doing. Eh oh well I just relaxing in my room until the corner of my eye there was a recorder and a tape. I was listening to the tape it was when harry and his band was  singing rock me.  tears started to come out of my eyes I never cry over a human boy.  I took my blade out and started cutting myself...*thinking to write a suicide note* Ughhh. hate myself