Everything I ever had

Prologue

Her fist collides with the wall.

“IT’S NOT FUCKING FAIR!” Her fist collides with the wall again.

“IT’S NOT FUCKING FAIR!” – she screams one last time,

And drops to the ground.

She pulls her knees up, and puts her arms around them.

Her head rests on her knees, while violent sobs escape her body.

“it’s not fair” – she keeps whispering.

And I know she is right.

I’m standing here, five feet away from her, but it feels like miles and miles.

It’s not fair to her.

Everyone just live their lifes, without a care in the world.

But of course, that didn’t happen to her.

And I was powerless.

The only thing I could do, was kneel down beside  her,

and wrap my arms around her.

And that was what I did.

She keeps sobbing.

And I saw this coming.

This amazing, strong girl

Also had a breaking point.

Nobody can hide their emotions forever.

I remember the first time I personally spoke to her.

She was just sitting opposite from me,

Looking me in the eyes, talking like anybody else.

But I saw through her mask.

I saw the pain, and struggles behind her eyes.

But I didn’t pressure her to talk.

I only told her, to not bottle up everything.

But that is exactly what she did.

She bottled everything up,

And now she is here, sobbing in my arms.

The world is not fair,

That is something I’ve known for a long time now.

But with her, everything came back to me.

The days when I was just crying for hours,

Staring at the wall.

I was able to put it behind me,

Or so I thought.

But now, everything came back.

Twice as hard.

The only thing I knew for sure,

Was that I was going to be here  for her.

Yes, I would be there for her.