Magcon Makeover

Chapter 15

Becky Grier

I thought back to the day after it happened.

I promised myself to never let myself get close to another man.

I wasn't about to break that promise now.

I ran out of the hotel and as far away as I could go.

I started walking when I thought I was far enough from the hotel.

I decided to get Starbucks and so entered the next one I saw.

I ended up getting a cotton candy frappé then wondered about for a bit before coming across a park.

I went and sat on the swings only then realising how late it was.

That game on truth or dare had lasted all day and the sun was now setting.

And once again I realised that I had no clue where I was and I had no phone with me as it had fallen out when I got up in the room and I didn't have time to pick it up.

I decided to just stay on the swings sipping my frappé and thinking about life whilst gently swinging back and forth.

I couldn't get my mind off of that night though.

No matter what I did I couldn't shake it from my thoughts.

It was stuck there replaying in my mind over and over again.

I finished my frappé and threw the empty cup in the bin.

I decided to go and sit by a tree instead this time.

I tried everything I could to shake the memory of that day out of my mind but still it stayed in my mind replaying over and over again.

Soon enough I was in tears.

*TRIGGER WARNING* if you are sensitive or affected by the mention of rape then please skip the flash back (in italics)

Flashback

I returned home from one of the worst beatings I had ever got from the boys, causing me to be late home.

I saw that the door was already unlocked meaning my parents were home.

As I opened the door I braced myself for what was to come.

Last time I was late I couldn't even walk the next day because of the beating I received.

I was greeted by my parents stumbling towards me with anger in their eyes.

They started hitting me, kicking me and shouting at me, so the usual.

I was beaten until I could barely move and they decided they'd had enough.

My mother started making her way upstairs but never reached the top as she passed out halfway up.

I stood up to go and take her to her room so that I could avoid a morning beating for leaving her on the stairs when I was pushed down onto the sofa by my so called father.

He had a dark look in his eyes, one that I'd never seen before.

He came up to me then picked me up.

He carried me upstairs and into my room.

He threw me down on the bed before joining me.

Only he wasn't next to me, he was hovering above me.

He started kissing my neck and moved his hands down the hem of my shirt and then proceeded to take my shirt off.

I laid there defenceless in only my bra and shorts.

He then took off my shorts and picked me up, making me wrap my legs around him so I didn't fall. He pushed my back against the wall so I was trapped and couldn't run.

He then proceeded to take off my knickers and bra.

At this point I had my eyes shut and was silently crying to try and block out anything that was happening.

I breathed in a sudden gasp of air and he forced 2 fingers inside of me.

He began moving them in and out gradually adding more fingers whilst sucking on my neck.

Next thing i knew I was dropped onto the floor and kneeling in front of him.

He took off his trousers and boxers leaving him naked.

He pushed my head towards his body forcing me to put his length in my mouth.

He grabbed my hair and pushed my head back and forth for what seemed like forever.

Once he'd had enough he picked me up and put me on my bed.

Luckily for me he rolled on a condom before suddenly thrusting himself into me.

I was now in floods of tears.

I knew he'd beat me but never thought he'd ever go this far.

I never thought he'd rape his own daughter.

He stood up giving me the opportunity to run but me being me I fell over before making it to the bathroom and ended up in a corner.

He came up to me and slapped me across the face.

"You never speak of this to anyone. Ever." He growled at me.

I just nodded my head and whimpered.

He then walked out leaving me sat naked in the corner of my room sobbing to myself.

End of flashback

I was still sat under the tree but now shaking violently and crying very loudly.

I checked my watch to see that it was now 9pm.

I decided that I should try and find my way back to the hotel so I stood up from my spot.

I wondered around for ages trying to remember the way I came from whilst still shaking and crying my eyes out, so basically I look like a mess.

After what felt like hours of walking I found the hotel and went straight up into my room without bothering to find anyone.

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Sooooo, that's her secret, I hate her dad tbh. He's a dick!

Anyway I hope you enjoyed and continue reading!

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