We all take chances at one point or another in life. Whether big or small, we all do it, sometimes with out even realizing it. Some we may regret, or some we just don't realize the effect. That chance may have saved a life, or helped your own and what not. Or that chance may have been the biggest mistake of your life, caused you to lose the one that you love. That chance, it changed your life completely.
Yeah, I know that I'm just a teenage girl in high schhol that doesn't know anything. I'm told that everyday. But where people are wrong when they say that is that, I actually do know something... I actually know alot more than they would expect. They just don't know the real me.
I'm a teenage girl in high school, will be for about two more years. I regret one thing the most out of anything I've ever done wrong. That stupid little chance I took, if you even want to call it that, I call it a mistake, well, it ruined my life.. Caused me to lose the guy that I truly love.
Some ask me if there is anything I want to go back and change. Know my answer? Hell fucking yes! I would go back to the night that I cheated on the guy I love and got drunk as hell. I would have never left the house that night. Would have never surrounded my self with that kind of environment or those people. Because now, oh now, I'm paying for it..
It kills me that I did that. Inside, its like a burning rage, that I can't fix. For him to give me that second chance, that would be the best day of my life.. I would prove to him that I sobered up and got my prioities straight and I won't screw up this time.
For him to take that chance to give me one, would be amazing.. Chances are hard to take sometimes.. Scary even. You don't know how it will affect you, or who it will effect. Not until you take it atleast. Its the aftermath that will determine those factors.
In life, you have to play your own cards. You ahve to be the one to take the chances. Just be careful.. Because not all the time will you get abother shot. Another chance.. Trust me, I know.
I'm a teenage girl that has taken her chance, screwed up. Regrets the things she did. And would honestly do ANYTHING to get a second chance. In reality though, I don't think that will happen though.
So, to anyone taking their time to read this, choose your chances that you take and your actions wisely.. They can either break you or make you in teh end. Leave you heartbroken waiting for that second chance. Cause this teenage girl, sitting right here writing this, she is. And she is gonna do whatever it takes to get that second chance. And do you wanna know why..? Well, I'll let her tell you.
Because love... Love is a war... A war that is honestly 100% worth fighting for.
