The Why To The What

The frozen picture

It all now can be described with one picture, I am sitting in my brothers room, blasting music, my dad and his new wife are infatuated with eachother. My brother is out with his friends and my new stepsister is sitting in her room like always, it's hard to remember what her face looks like. I can picture you now, confused, but lets take a step backwards.
I used to live in a big house with myself (nevayah) my dad, bill, and my brother, adam. My brother and I are very close and we only occasionally hate eachother. My dad and I are also close, however, I wish he would tell me when he was dating a new girl. First it was my mom, who unfortunitally walked out on my brother and I, but thats all my dad will tell me. Ever since then, he has had more wives and girlfriends than I can count. I love him truly but WHYY. I know he has had a rough childhood though, so I cant really blame him. I know he is trying.
  My dad is a doctor, a very succesful one I might add. He has always provided for me and my brother but at times when things get tough (when he doesn't have enough money to afford our house by himself since mom left), he tends to stop buying groceries, but it's all okay, because I save up every penny I have for when times get like this, and I know I'll make it through, for now, my brother and I are sitting watching TV on the couch and we are all back at our old house, I never thought I would miss being lonely and broke.