May we meet again (a Bellarke fan fiction)

Chapter 23

Bellamy's POV:

The drive home was silent, no one dared to speak. My mind was exploding with questions as to why Clarke would want to
"Take a break" did she just want to get rid of me? I sighed and everyone looked at me. That was the closest thing to talking done in the past few hours of the car ride.

Octavia decided to take everyone's eyes off of me by turning on the radio.

The music started blasting through the car and that was how the rest of the ride was like.

Clarke's POV:

When we pulled into my driveway Bellamy finally spoke up
"I'll help you bring your bags in" I nodded and we brought my stuff into the house. After that we just stood there, looking at each other, not knowing what to do, so I decided I was gonna say something
"I'll see you in a few months." I was about to close the door when he said
"Wait" I brought my head up and looked at him
"One last kiss?" He asked. I smiled at his words
"Of course" I replied and right then his lips met mine.

This time, it was different. We needed this kiss, I needed to feel his lips just once more, just so I could remember what pure bliss felt like. He growled as he bit my bottom lip and I quickly parted my lips. His tongue wandered around my mouth as his hands on my waist tightened as if he was scared I was gonna disappear into the thin air.

I never wanted to lose this, I wanted this feeling for as long as I lived but I knew that wouldn't happen. It would get taken away one way or the other. My parents lost it because my dad died. Most people lose it because they don't try hard enough for their love. Some couples lose it because it was never real love, just the feeling of love that they had. That was what I was scared of, I was scared that he didn't really love me, but I sure as hell knew my feelings for him.

I am in love with Bellamy Blake.

I couldn't breath anymore so I pulled away but he didn't try to catch his breath. His lips trailed down my neck and he sucked on the spot right below my jaw. My stomach was exploding and it felt so damn good. No I didn't feel butterflies, with him I felt the whole damn zoo. After I finally caught my breath I grabbed his hair and pulled his lips back to mine.

I didn't want this to end, I didn't want to have to go back to reality. And nothing could stop this now. Lincoln and Octavia already left because Bellamy's car was here so he could drive himself home.

I was gonna lose my virginity to Bellamy Blake and I was ok with that. I was more than ok with that.

I jumped up and wrapped my legs around his waist as he carried me upstairs and into my room. He laid me down on my bed and crawled on top of me.

I slipped my hands under his shirt and pulled it over his head. My hands traveled every inch of his stomach and I was aching to touch more. I was aching to feel him, I wanted him so damn bad. I quickly rolled us over so that I was on top and pulled my shirt off, my bra now visible. His eyes widened as they scanned every inch of my chest and I could tell his hands were itching to touch me.

He looked at me and asked
"Are you sure?" I bit my lip and smiled
"I've never been more sure in my life" he smirked and reconnected our lips. He reached his arms around me and unhooked my bra. He pulled back and focused his eyes on my breasts, he pulled me in closer and whispered
"God you're beautiful" before kissing me again as his hands roamed my body

This was really happening. I was going to lose my virginity to the man I loved.

This was really happening.
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I woke up the next day in my bed cuddling something. I opened my eyes to see a naked back. Shit.

Right then was when I remembered last night. I smiled as I remembered what he had done to me. I loved it so much and I wanted to do it again but I knew it was a bad idea. I was about to leave and I just made things much more complicated.

Bellamy groaned and sat up. Rubbing his eyes he started looking around my room, he furrowed his eyebrows until he finally remembered. His eyes widened as he looked at me. I sighed and said
"Bellamy you should leave, my mom will get home soon" he sighed and nodded. Standing up he gathered his clothes as I watched him get dressed with bright red cheeks but I couldn't look away. He finished getting dressed and walked over to me
"I just want you to know that, well let me put it like this. I've had sex with many, many girls..." I flinched at his words.

"Well thanks for putting it nicely" I replied sarcastically. He laughed and continued
"But none of it was like that. I've never felt this way before and if you were scared that while you are gone I'm gonna forget about you and move on you are dead wrong. I'm waiting for you for as long as it takes because I am in love with you. And I don't know if I can stop falling more in love with you every single day" I felt relieved by his words.

He's waiting for me.

That was the best sentence I've ever heard.

Bellamy's POV:

I went home to see Octavia pacing around the living room with her hands in her hair.

I walked into the house with furrowed eyebrows as I asked her
"What's wrong?" Octavia spun on her heels and stared at me with what looked like both anger and partly relieved. She ran up to me and hugged me. When she pulled away she punched my shoulder
"YOU"
Punch
"DIDNT"
Punch
"COME"
Punch
"HOME"
Punch
"LAST"
Punch
"NIGHT"
Punch

And then she hugged me again
I sighed and rubbed the back of my neck
"I.....uhhhh....went out" she raised an eyebrow
"You went out?" I nodded and she turned to Lincoln who was sitting on the couch
"I told you, he probably got drunk and had sex." She turned back to me
"You had sex didn't you?" I didn't want to answer that
"Uhhhh" she sighed
"Bellamy just because you and Clarke are on a break doesn't mean that you can go out and have sex with some random slut" I clenched my fists

There were two things that made me angry.
1: she didn't trust me, she didn't think that I would wait for Clarke.
2: she just called Clarke a slut, I knew she didn't know it was Clarke but it still angered me

"SHES NOT A SLUT!!" And with that I walked up to my bedroom.

I listened in on Octavia and Lincoln's talk
"Do you think he has a secret girlfriend? Because he has never yelled at me like that before so he would only do that for a girl he really likes." I sighed and Octavia's words. I was done with this.

I walked back downstairs
"Is it impossible to think that maybe just maybe I'm not a bad boyfriend? Maybe I didn't cheat on Clarke?" I asked as I walked into the living room. Octavia looked at me and said
"But you had sex. If you're not cheating then with who?" I sighed and said
"Well..." Her jaw dropped and she grabbed her phone
"Oh Clarke has some explaining to do" I quickly grabbed her phone and said
"No! She was pretty upset this morning, can you just leave her alone?" She nodded and said
"Ok, sorry for saying that you cheated I just didn't know that Clarke would actually be stupid enough to have sex with you" I rolled my eyes and said
"Whatever, I'm gonna go back to bed" she nodded.

I walked upstairs and laid down on my bed. I'm not giving up. I'm waiting for Clarke to come back.