May we meet again (a Bellarke fan fiction)

Chapter 26

Clarke's POV:
The morning of the wedding

I paced around the room. I was nervous, No terrified. I was gonna see Bellamy again.
"Hey it's all ok, just let me do your makeup and then we can get our dresses on and go to my wedding and it'll be fun" Octavia said as she stopped my pacing.

"Yeah but what if I run into your brother? What am I supposed to say then? 'Hey I miss you and I want to get back together with you?' Oh or the whole 'hey I'm moving back and I didn't tell you because your sister won't tell me anything about you and I'm scared you've moved on?' Oh both of those are so perfect why don't we go find him so I can tell him" I replied sarcastically. Octavia sighed and said
"Come on, just talk to him" I shook my head and said
"No, I can't" I sighed and decided that I needed something to eat so I went downstairs to grab something from the fridge.

It's funny how I haven't been here in just over a month but I still remember this place like the back of my hand. I walked into the kitchen to see Bellamy eating a cold slice of pizza. My breath hitched in my throat.

Is it possible for someone to look better than perfect? He looked even better than I remembered. His hair was longer but not to that length that it looks girly. It was so curly and messy that I just wanted to run my fingers through it like I used to, it was falling in his face as he continued to try to push it out of the way. His dark eyes that you could see the world in. The freckles around his nose. His tall figure and defined muscles, especially because he wasn't wearing a shirt. He looked breathtaking.

He heard my little intake of breath so he lifted his head to see me, making him lose his breath as well.

When I finally caught my breath I spoke
"Hey" he smiled and said
"Hey" I laughed at his words and said
"Hey" just to see what he would say next. He smirked and said
"Hey" and this continued on for a few minutes. It turned into a contest to see who would give up first. I heard Octavia yell down the stairs
"Clarke get up here we have to do our makeup and get in our dresses. We only have three hours" I laughed and yelled back
"I'm coming" I walked over to the fridge and grabbed the pizza that Bellamy didn't finish and said a quick 'hey' before running up the stairs.

Octavia raised an eyebrow when I reached her room. She then asked
"What's made you so happy?" I blushed but easily hid it behind my hair
"I have no idea what you're talking about" and with that we got ready for Octavia's wedding.
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The wedding was beautiful. Right now we were at the after party eating dinner.

I glared at Octavia who was on my left. She sat me next to Bellamy. She grinned at me and then turned back to her husband.

I sighed and started eating, luckily Bellamy wasn't sitting there yet but my luck went right down the drain when I felt a presence to my right. I froze.

Bellamy.

I racked my brain for something to say to him. I smiled as I remembered our chat this morning
"Hey" is what I decided to say. I looked up at him and he was already looking at me. My cheeks heated up and I looked back down at my plate
"We are not starting that again" was his reply, I laughed. He sighed and said
"I missed you" my breath hitched in my throat again.

He missed me.

That made me want to smile but I didn't let myself
"How long are you staying?" I shrugged and said
"I don't know yet" I didn't want to tell him just yet that I wasn't leaving. I was scared of what he would say
"Can you at least try to talk to me?!" He asked a little bit louder then needed
"Be quiet" was my answer. He sighed and said
"Come on Clarke. Talk to me. I couldn't wait to see you today and now all you're doing is ignoring me" I sighed and turned to him, about to talk but I couldn't. The look in his eyes was too much. He seemed mad but also desperate, desperate to get me to talk to him. It was then that I remembered how much I truly loved him. I mean I knew that I still loved him but seeing him look at me like that made me want to kiss him right then and there.