hey, it me.

a great beginning

THE GREATEST BEGINNING TO EVER HAPPEN,,,

my birth !

so, i was born on october 8, 2002 which makes me 13 years of age. these 13 years have been rough, to me at least. 

born in the great Los Angeles, California, I am a SoCal girl. ew, that just looks cringey. contrary to popular belief, LA is NOT all sunshine and rainbows. im like 80% sure it was raining when i was born. i was also born a week early, and i was tiny. i think like 5 pounds but i could be wrong. i was an odd mix (as ive been told), half Mexican (hi mom) and half Filipino (hi dad). 

anyways, i was a problematic child growing up, always almost dying and what not. and don't think i'm exaggerating, im being dead serious. puns. at the age of 4 months, i just stopped breathing. just stopped. i turned purple and my mom took me to the hospital. this nurse couldn't find my pressure point or whatever and my mo had to get a doctor to save my life. so basically, my mom's first child almost died in front of her at 4 months old. 

that's probably the worst thing to happen to me but i did get a lot of foreign diseases. i was odd. 

anyways, i don't remember much of my development from age 0 to like 3. but i do remember some of it. i remember when i was 3, i rode a pony at my preschool and it peed while i was on it. also one time i think my preschool got caught on fire in the back so they had to rush everyone out but i thought it was just a drill so they had to pull me out. i think that might've been a dream though. i have no clue. 

as a child i was very into yoga for some reason. i would watch yoga videos and try to do the poses and thats why my mom and dad thought i was going to be a gymnast. spoiler alert, im not. 

being the 3rd grandchild on my mother's side was more or less hella annoying. i remember i hated it. 

i think growing up i was very social and i still kind of am. but school was my favorite place, weird right? oh, well, let's leave that for another chap