she walked through the doors
searching for his shadow.
her clothes were torn
got ripped by him.
she shivered,
she's cold
her skin starts crawling.
she couldn't remember last night
when he found her
drinking beers by the roadside
she has bruises, her head heavy.
the only thing she remembered was,
she got dump by her boyfriend days ago,
she's in vain
she's in pain
she had beer,
calm herself
by that roadside
he walked by
he found her
he's sitting beside her,
soothing her.
she wants happiness
she wants love
love by man
they drank beer
lots of beer.
and drunk
she's at a motel,
scratches and bruises all around
she felt happy
she found love
she's loved by a stranger
she danced
colours painted in her eyes
he took away her first time
her first pleasure to him.
she keep on searching for him,
there's no sign of him
she sighed
she started to feel pain,
she sat on the floor
cried on the cold floor.
she lost everything
totally everything.
regrets filled her heart, her soul, her body,her mind.
she saw 10000bucks on the table
it's from him,
telling her that he'll be back.
but she waited for hours
he never came back
and now,
she only feels pain
Nothing else
