Harry Potter Third Year

A Smile On My Face

 I smiled as I walked down the hall, I have to go to DADA today. I watched as Snape glared at me as I passed him, I felt so happy that he hated me.  Snape has always hated me so it was a good thing. I have detention "because" of the prank.  I walked to the door where Draco stood, I laughed as I saw how ugly he is.

  "What Riddle?", Malfoy asked with a smirk.

  "I don't think I should tell you, you might cry if I did.", I said and laughed.  His face wen't red. Sadly Draco was taller an strong then me and he pinned me to the wall.

  "Don't you ever say anything like that or I think you will know what will happen.", I smiled at Draco. He was still pinning me to the wall he was waiting for an answer.

  "What you'll kiss me?", I said with a smirk. He was about to curse me put the door opend. Draco moved away from me qickly and walked in. I rolled my eyes and walked in, Rose wasn't in my DADA class this year sadly.  I sat down next to Hermione, she seemed happy today too.

  "This class room seems allot different from last time.", I said to Hermione. She smiled.

  "Yea, no more pictures of Lockhart this time.", Hermione said. I smiled, this was the first time she ever said something mean about him.

  "Hello, I am Professor Lupin, I will be your Defence Against The Dark Arts teacher this year.", Professor Lupin said.

  "Hello Professor Lupin.", We all said.

  "Does anyone know what a boggart is?", Lupin asked.

  "No one knows what a boggart is, it shapes into the persons worst fear that comes to it.", Hermione said. Lupin smiled.

  "Correct, that's what were learning about today.", Lupin said, "Now line up!".

  We all got in line and I third. I wanted to see what my worst fear was, I never really knew. I saw as we lined up we were  in front of a cupboard.

  "Now when the boggart comes out say  ridiculous. Now repeat it please, ridiculous.", Lupin said.

  "Ridiculous!", We all said. We started Neveil was first. We watched as he stepped up chubby and annoying.

  "Ok Neveil now what do you fear most?', Lupin asked.

  "Pr---Sn---.", He muttered.

  "What was that?", Professor Lupin asked.

  "Professor Snape.", He said and turned red. I laughed and Lupin shook his head at me.

  "Ok, now just picture what your grandmother wears.", Lupin said.

  "Well, she wears..."

  "Don't tell us just picture it. Are you ready?", Lupin asked. Nevile shook this head yes.

  "Wow...", I said.

  "Alohomora.", Lupin said pointing his wand at the cupboard. It opened and Snape walked out. I started cracking up laughing.

  "R-ridiculous.", Nevile said. Snapes clothing turned into a weird hat and a pink shirt and a skirt.

  "I wounder what else there is.", I said. Lupin glared at me and then walked over.

  "Please don't bother Nevile.", He said.

  "Only in this class I won't.", I said. He walked away and a girl went in front of me. Her boggart turned into a snake. Soon it was turn, I smiled as it started to form, I wasn't scared of anything. 

  Somthing started to form and then I smiled. It turned into Tom Riddle. I ran out of the room, once I was in the common room I sat down. I closed my eyes and thought about if I was really scared of him. I knew he always cursed me but was I really scared? I was going to kill him, he hurt me my whole life, I got so used to it though.

   I missed that I was always hiding from him, I always hid, I was always his little toy. I've almost died many times, but I'm alive, why should I be scared? He hit me when I close and when I ran he cursed me. Now I know why Albus tried to take me, I was almost dead when  I left for Hogwarts I don't even know why I wanted to go back.

  I've never really had something to look forward to anyway, it was always hurt. My future was death if I didn't leave for Hogwarts. I smiled as I though about how I sometimes got away from him. He would find me sometime soon though and he would make it worse.

  I wanted to go see Oliver but he was in class too, not that I cared. DADA was my last class for today so it doesn't matter I left early. Lupin wasn't that bad, just because of that I don't think bad of him. I don't really trust Dumbedlore anymore after the Potter thing. I don't go to talk to him even if he asks me to by owl.

   I didn't wan't to show my face after that, the roumer would be spread by dinner. Halloween was 2 days away and that meant another feast of candy! I also got something for Snapy, If you know what I mean.....

  I wen't up stairs to go get my Ipod, I put on Love the way you lie by Eminem. I loved that song right now, it felt right.... I lied on my bed and closed my eyes. I fell asleep and began to dream. I was at the quiddich field, my hair was black again, George and Oliver were there. They were yelling.

  "Who do you wan't!", Oliver yelled.

  "I don't know, I don't wan't to choose!", I yelled. I was crying.

  "You love me not him, I was your first love!", George yelled.

  "Please, just stop!", I yelled.

  "Tell me right now who you love, you know you love me!", Oliver yelled. I fell to my knees, I couldfn't stand it.  I felt someone hug me, I looked up and it was George. He looked upset.

  "Amy, I'm sorry...", He said in my ear. Oliver was out there still yelling at me. I was still crying and George just watched me. I felt helpless. I watched as they were just fighting. I was pulling my hair, I didn't know what to do. They started to get into a fight and I got up and ran over.

  I ripped there hands away, they were ignoring me. I yelled and yelled but they didn't stop. Oliver grabbed me and I pushed him away. I didn't know what this meant, was this a warning.

 "Amy, Amy, Amy!", George and Oliver yelled.

  "No, please just stop, I won't pick!", I yelled. I was being shacked and then I gasped, I woke up I was in the Girls area. I was breathing deeply. I began to cry. I din't know what to do.

                                                      I love them both........