One Direction After Marriage ( a 1D Fanfic )

37# changes..

Chapter's Playlist:

1.Jar of hearts -christina perri

Luana's POV:

The last few weeks zayn changed alot ,not as before but even worse .. he returned to smoking after he quitted and he began to get drunk more often.he even returns home late and when he return he is not zayn ,he becomes violent and starts shouting and throwing everything in front of him .. he treats me as if i am his slave not his wife !! No one knows what happens except for harry . He is really very supportive and gentle.

seeing Zayn and turning to harry .i feel that i began to have feelings towards him and hating zayn .oh ! What am i saying even if zayn is acting weird these days i cannot say that ! Harry is married and he loves Silver !! I cannot just leave him because he is acting weird and violent. I know his jealousy is controlling him and I don't know what to do about it but there must be a way.

I am tired of that But i will stay by his side. He must return to the old perfect zayn.. It was 4am and he still didn't cone home yet but i waited for him even when i am tired to death !! I kept waiting and started reading a book trying to do anything in order to feel that time flies. I don't even know why am I doing that; he would probably crush in drunk and we'd fight again!! But I do wanna talk to him .. I will .. Yeah Im just frustrated of his actions and I have to. I kept reading and i heard the front door swung open then slammed Close revealing the same drunk,violent , dark zayn that i kept watching days ago .he kept pumping into everything with a cigarette in his hand till he reached the kitchen and iwent after him ..

He went to the cubboard where there is all the alchoholic drinks and was about to get a bottle of vodka but i just pushed his hand and he dropped it . And the torturing scene began but i will stand in front of him today .. i cannot just let it go like everyday !!

"You Bitch what have you done !!" He yelled at my face and i could smell the alchohol in his breath

"Zayn STOP ! I am fed up with this .. i won't let you drink anymore .. you drank for a year the past few days !!" I shouted back .. i won't lie ,i was afraid of what would he do but i was just sick of what he is doing..

"Hahaha .. do you think that you will control me ??" He paused and came closer to me "I.will.do .what.i.want.and you.will.stay.silent " he said making eye contact with me and then went back to get another bottle and i did the same .. i know that i was getting on his last nerve ,but i won't let him do that to himself..

He turned to me and looked at my lips then pinned me to the wall and kissed me roughly .. i felt alchohol in my throat !! I tried To Resist and Push Him But Everytime he'd Kiss me Even harder. He pulled away and kept starring at me. "Leave Me Zayn" I said Faintly but he just ignored me and pushed me even harder kissing my neck or may I say Bitting it but to me they're not love bites. I felt a Tear on my cheeks at the same time I Felt his hands making their way under my shirt !! He was Rubbing my Back Roughly and Kissing Rougher .. He was about to unclaps my bra when I Finally managed to push him and started shouting without thinking ..

"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING !! YOUR SUCH A DICK ZAYN IM DISGUSTED I HATE YO-" he cut me off by a strong slap across my face and i felt tears escaping my eyes .. i put my hand on my cheeks "What Have You Done" I Whispered in an afraid tone .. it was burning with pain.i know that it will mark.. i looked at him and saw regret in his eyes and i ran to the bathroom and started crying waterfalls. Ive never imagined zayn slapping me even if he's fucking drunk

he came and knocked the door .. "Luana please ... I am sorry .. i-i really don't know what i have done .. i don't know how i laid my hand on you .. i havent done this in me whole life ... Please luana forgive me .. i know that you sustained too much .. but please i will change " he said and his voice was cracking at the end .. i can tell that he was crying too...