Chapter 1 After school I hurried up and ran upstairs because my dad was chasing me. I slam the door shut the all of a sudden BAM!! My dad comes in the room. " Young lady, you are in big trouble" I was scared. My dad abused me all the time when I don't do anything wrong. "What did I do"? Dad takes off his belt and whoops her. She has brusises all over her body. Her dad turns around and walks out of the room. The daughter is screaming and crying. " Daddy what did I do"? The dad comes back in the room. " You didn't listen to me this morning, I said to make my bed for me before I got off of work, then I come home to a destroyed house". Daughter " I'm sorry daddy I will do it I promise just please stop beating me"! My dad walks out of the room slamming the door. I sit there weaping. A couple of hours later, I walk into the living room and I see my dad passed out on the couch with a beer in his hand again. "I wish momma was here, but she's in a better place now". All of sudden her dad wakes up. He screams "what the hell are you doing out of your room"? Daughter " I was hungry daddy, i'm sorry please don't whoop me, I didn't mean to wake you. " don't worry my little princess, daddy won't whoop you. go ahead go eat". "thank you daddy". I walk into the kitchen and make me some food. I go upstairs into my room and watch tv. Dad walks into the room. " time for bed honey" "ok daddy" My dad tucks me in bed and kisses me on the for head and leaves. It's four o'clock in the morning and my clothes are off and I see the door closing. I start crying. I pray to my mom and ask her to make dad stop. I go to the bathroom and wash-up. Dads at work. Time to go make his bed. Afterwards I go to the kitchen and grab a knife. I walk up-stairs and lock my door. I go to the corner and sit and cry. " mommy I miss you so much and I cant handle this no more". she sets the knife down next to her. She starts praying. She hears the door shut. she hurry's up and hides the knife. she hears footsteps walking up stairs. all of a sudden the door opens. "hi honey, how are you doing" "good. umm... I have a question? are you drinking tonight? "No honey, Not tonight. Do you want to go out to eat"? "yes". I grab my coat to leave then I see bear cans everywhere. "Dad I thought you weren't drinking tonight"? he started mumbling under his breath like he was drunk. I got in the car and we drove off. "dad stop going fast. Daddy please stop"! "SHUT UP" the dad said. Then all of a sudden I see white lights.