.01 First Encounter

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You know what sucks? Being in a relationship with someone, and falling for someone else. Why does it suck? Because you are ready to spend the rest of your life with someone that you couldn't imagine your life without, and then this other person shows up out of the blue and just takes your entire world and flips it upside down.

"Niall, we need to talk." I couldn't look at him. I didn't want to hurt him, but I felt that if I kept this going it would only hurt him more.

"Harry, you're scaring me. What's wrong?" Niall looked at me with his giant blue eyes. I could tell he was already hurting.

"Babe, I think it's time we see other people. We are going to college in the fall. You'll be going to America, and I'll be staying here. I don't think it will work. I love you, Niall. I just don't want this to be some type of long goodbye." I couldn't help it. I looked at him and started to cry.

"Harry, babe. You don't mean any of this. You're just tired after all that testing today and need to sleep. Yeah, that's what's happening. You're just tired." Niall looked at me and I just shook my head.

"I wish it was because of testing. I just don't want to hold you back. You have so much going for you. You could be famous one day, and I'll just hold you back. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if that happened. You'll forget about me once you move. It's inevitable. Our little infinity has run it's course. We have to let it go." I said looking at him once more. Niall slowly shook his head and stood up from our bed. He took a deep breathe and started talking again.

"That's where you are wrong. You're all I ever wanted in this world. You bring out the best in me. You couldn't possibly hold me back. You'd only be pushing me to do better. If that's how you feel though, I guess it'd be better if I left. I love you too, Harry Edward Styles. I always have, and I always will." Niall left the room after saying that. I heard a sigh from the other side of the door. I wasn't lying to him, but I wasn't telling him the entire truth. At a coffee shop the other day I met someone. His name was something like Liam, or Louis. Ever since meeting him, all I could think about was the last thing he said to me, "How about this, when you are legal, we'll have to go on a date."

I heard the froot door slam and I fell onto our, I mean my, bed. Niall is everything to me, but this new guy, I couldn't keep him out of my head. I hope this wasn't just a fluke. I just turned ninteen. College starts in less than six months, and I haven't got a clue what I want to do for the rest of my life. The way that guy made me feel though, I want to feel that way for the rest of my life.

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⏰ Last updated: May 17, 2016 ⏰

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