Well I guess this starts my life dead dairy....no.....dear journal...ughhhh hell no damit anyway work on that later let's talk about my early life because it's all about well me I with my mom and dad but few months later when I was 5 my dad ran away left for a "To get some beer" or whatever I'm 12 and I haven't seen him since that day deadbeat....anyway I grew up after a while when I tired 7 my mom got with this guy and had another kid then when I was 11 another kid arrived both girls and god they got on my nerves but I still love them I guess so only one mom and 2 sister and 16 cousins 7 aunts and uncles and still more members I don't know of....this life is gonna be a struggle I guess ehhgggghhhggggg what I'm I writing anyway guess I get going later.