(Skip to Second and Third grade)
It is the beginning of second grade and I am so excited to see my friends... Especially Carter, we weren't in each other's class in first grade which made me cry but he hugged me for about 8 seconds and i felt better. I haven't seen him yet and I am starting to get worried that he won't be in my class again.
"Hey jewls!" I heard a familiar cute boy named carter yell behind me. I ran up to him and then hugged him. It was so cute.
"Hey carter... Will you be my boyfriend?" I asked anxiously.
"No, I'm Tessa's boyfriend." He then ran up to the girl I hated and kisses her cheek.
(The third grade)
Tessa and carter were still dating and it was the third grade. He told me that he was gonna kiss Tessa...on the lips!!! I started crying when he walked away. I wanted to have our first kiss together. He did it, right after I walked out of the little girls room I saw him kiss her lips and I ran straight through them and told him to never talk to me again while tears streamed down my young and fragile face.
Third grade was about to end and I still hadn't talked to Carter. Or Tessa. Or really anyone, after Carter broke my heart I didn't want to feel like that I again so I never had a crush on anyone and I never dated anyone. I was alone.
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That is.. Until middle school. The first time I had looked at Carter in three an a half years...
I know that this is a short chapter but there is gonna be some super sad, angry, funny moments for what I have planned and I want to introduce it at the start of a chapter. Good thing I'm gonna write the next chapter tonight!!! I hope u guys enjoyed and continue to. Bye love u.
~ceciliabeam~
