School started Tuesday which was the last time I talked to Carter, it is currently Saturday. I'm back to being alone.
"Knock knock!" I hear Carter say on the other side of the door that leads to my bedroom.
"What do you want Carter, I don't have anything to say to you!" I yell loud enough so that I know he hears the last part.
"I want my girl back!" He points out as though I was suppose to know. I mean I kinda did but anyway.
"You have a girl. Tessa should be enough. Oh wait..." I say opening the door. "Did she get bored with you already and move to another guy. Yeah that's probably it." I speak with a sassy yet chill voice.
"I miss having you around... I let you go once because of Tess and I'm not gonna do it again. Julia, I need you!" He says apologetically with sadness. He never says my full first name unless he is either really sad or really sorry about something.
"What about my feelings Carter!" I scream quietly as I choke on my sadness, tears threaten to fall down out of my eyes. "I needed you. For three years! Three years Carter. You didn't give a shit how I felt about you and Tessa! and you still don't. Best friend MY ASS!!!" I fiercely scream at the top of my lungs as he wraps his arms around my shaking body. I accept his hug and put my arms around his waist.
"I do care, I always have. You are my best friend and I will NEVER let you go again. I swear." He whispers, softly brushing my hair with his fingers to calm me down, and it worked.
"I know you care. I miss you, I love you." I say I love u as a friend... Nothing more.
"I love you too!" He whispers a little louder squeezing me a little closer to him. I do the same. "Ok, now get dressed. We're going on a picnic!" He breaks the beautiful moment and pushes me to the closet so I can get dressed I laugh and hug him one last time before he goes down the stairs.
Everything is falling into place. I need to hold him again. I miss his touch. I get ready and run down the stairs and he grabs me and pulls into a hug then lays me down on the couch where he kisses my lips, and I kiss back.
