Missing me

Chapter One

I was in love, i stepped away when i found him kissing her like he was kissing me.

It's been two weeks since I saw vince. I found out who the girl was and to believe she thought we were going to be best friends. Man fuck her and her stupid ways.

I told myself I wouldn't shed any tears for them bimbos.

My phone was buzzing all night long. Vince and Lisa sent so many texts I could throw my stupid phone at my brick wall. I was frustrated. Mad. Fucking mad.

The doorbell rang and I was to lazy to get it. "MOM!! the door." my mother knew of course and I know she wasn't trying to be rude but she laughed at my face and she said 'told ya so.' It hurt. It hit right to the spot and I cried for two days straight. Alone in deed.

"hun, I know you're not ready to talk to any of them but he wants to talk to you. Do you want to talk to him?" standing in her favorite black jeans and MY FAVORITE SHIRT! "uhh? Did you take that from my closet? Mom we talked about this. Stop taking my clothes." she smiled when seeing my face heat up. I looked as if I had steam coming out of my ears.

"whatever just return it after you're done wearing it. Also about that question, let him in." my chest tightening. I have to be strong. Let's watch him play dumb. I know what I saw and I'm not backing down from this.

I hug my mom and she squeezes me tighter. "Be strong baby girl." her breath fans my ear and walks away.

"hey I've been worried sick about you. Why haven't you return my calls?" my back was facing him. Looking out towards the curb I saw her. Leaning against his car smoking a cigarette. My best friend. My phone goes off and I listened to the voice mail. "hey honey, it's your father and I wanted to let you know I have a surprise for your mother and I would love it if you tell her to get ready. Thanks I love you." I set my phone down and slowly breathe in and out. Calm. I wonder how long this has been going on. How many times have they've kissed or had sex. Lisa knew I wanted to have sex with him. I just wasn't ready. I kissed his lips when now I know they've been kissing hers.

"how long?" I moved away from the window. Straight faced I looked at him. "what? How long what?" confused he darts his eyes away from me. "how long have you and Lisa been together?" sitting down I cross my legs and breathe out. Signing he walked over and sat down beside me. "it's not what it looks like." my chest tightened again.

"well make me understand." My voice cold and distance. I didn't sound like me. "I loved you, but it seems like you don't love or want me." I almost cracked. Holding back my tears I waited for him to reply.

"look Lexi, I know I'm not the greatest boyfriend but I can't be with you anymore. Your not my type. I have no clue why I stuck around. I-I wanted more than just feelings Lexi, I wanted your body but you didn't give it up and she offered. So I took it." He started towards the door. "Wait, Vince. I'm glad you didn't tell me some other bullshit. Bye."

That was the last I ever heard of Vince and Lisa.

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Scented air freshener. Cherries or watermelon. Gosh what a very disturbing thing to put together. I like it.

"MOM! Can you believe this. It has both wouldn't that smell funny?" giving me a concerning look. She pats my head. "I thought you would like that. If you don't like it you can get your dad's. He hasn't even opened his." walking away I've heard enough. "have a good day at school." waving goodbye "I love you mom. Have a good day to you too." smiling and heading to School.

I didn't think it would be my last goodbye

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