(Anthony's pov)
Though hard to admit it, I loved him...The problem was that he never look me seriously, and I know that our fans wouldn't either.
We'd been friends as long as I can remember, but I'd never had the courage to talk to him about how I felt...
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Ian breathed softly, his head gently resting on my shoulder. My fingers were loosely tangled in his mattered hair.
The cab suddenly jerked up and I snapped back into reality.
We were on our tour around America, its amazing how far we'd come in the last few years. It seemed like yesterday we were play-fighting in our backyard.
I smiled at the thought of it.
I looked out of the window and started to slip back into a dream, the glittering yellow stars and pale moon reflected onto the raindrops sliding down the windscreen.
Ian sat up and rubbed his messy hair.
I smiled at him and he smiled back, then coughed, his voice hoarse from sleep, and placed his head in my lap.
It surprised me, but it felt warm, like back at home where we'd sit and watch TV for hours...
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I was lying the hotel bed, Ian doing his hair in the mirror in front of me. I kept looking up from my computer, trying to get quick glimpses of him.
He looked back at me and smiled. "How do I look?" He joked.
He came over to the bed and sat next to me.
I looked up at him and saw a tear form in the corner of his eye. I gasped. I'd never seen Ian cry before."Im fine," he answered my question before I asked it.
I slowly closed the top of the laptop and put my arm around his shoulder. I had no idea what could've caused him to burst out like this.
Tears were now streaming down his face, and he was sobbing loudly. I wish I could've done more, but I didn't want him to figure it out.
My eyes were starting to fog up at the thought of him like this.
Ian suddenly grabbed my hair and pulled me closer towards him, into a hug.
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I breathed in held my breath. I didn't know what to do. I could feel Ian's warm tears drizzling down the back of my shirt that Ian was gripping and didn't seem to want to let go.
I could feel his mouth opening as if to whisper something when there was an abrupt knock on the door.
I threw Ian down across the bed. I knew we couldn't be seen like this.
He looked surprised and hurt, rejected, but then he heard another knock.
He swallowed hard and made his way back to the mirror, facing the wall so that whoever came in wouldn't notice he'd been crying.
Mari burst into the room, seeming to not notice Ian softly crying in the corner of the room "Shows on guys!" she exclaimed, her usual cheery self.
I caught a glimpse of Ian and managed to mumble "Sure... We'll be out in a moment..." Across the room to Mari, who was already chatting excitedly with one of the camera crew.
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