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Jimin | Reunion

Y/N's POV

I heaved a deep breath before taking a glance around the crowded hall. Full of my old acquaintances, former classmates, batchmates and even old teachers that really made it up through this reunion.

"Hey, Y/N remember me?" I glanced at the guy who's offering his hand to me.

I slightly frowned. Who is he? Until I recognized him. He's Jin, who I became friends with when we were on high school but my classmates got the wrong idea so they started to pair us up. He's handsome but he doesn't
have that booty Jimin has. Jk

Well speaking of him, Is Jimin coming tonight?

I bowed my head slightly, maybe because of frustration? I really don't know.

I noticed that Jin silently sat beside me. He started the conversation while all I could do is chuckle then mutter some few words. I don't want to be rude to him even if I'm too preoccupied because of Jimin .

I suddenly felt my hands getting sweaty eventhough there are ACs here inside the hall just by remembering my stupid plan.

Talk to him. Confess. Run fast.

Stupid me.
I don't know why I'm still getting nervous when the truth is I've already prepared myself for this day to come. That after almost five years of keeping this feeling of mine, I will finally have the chance to confess for those times that I didn't have the courage to say it.

I sighed deeply.

I need to calm down. After this night, I'm not sure If I could ever have the guts to face him again. Just by imagining what could happen it really makes me shiver.

I excused myself to the washroom but he insisted to assist me. It's a bit awkward but I guess that's really him, being a gentleman.

While we were walking towards the washroom I stopped suddenly as I saw a familiar face looking intently at me, that made my heart go wild.

He's here.

I walked as fast as I can, trying to avoid his gaze. Okay, I'm not sure if he's looking at me. Maybe just at my direction.

As soon as I entered the washroom I felt guilty and stupid suddenly. How could I leave Jin like that?

But what bothers me is Jimin.
What's with him? He seems different from that person I used to know. The guy whom I really admired first because of his cute aura and also he came from the first section. Me? well, nevermind--just at the last.

It felt like when he looked at my direction his face turned gloomy. Am I not pretty? Well, maybe.

Good thing that Jin was out there when I got out from the washroom and didn't really bothered what happened earlier.

Something popped out of my head. Not literally, just an idea.

If I don't see him within 10 seconds, I won't continue this and go home. If yes, I will go directly to him and confess my feelings even it's a bit embarassing.

Yeah, my reason to go here was only because of him. I pity myself.

As soon as we came back to our place I closed my eyes.
This is it.
I looked around the hall then slowly counted up to 10.

I smiled bitterly as I mumble up the last number still not seeing him. He's gone on his seat. Did he already come home?

I felt like there's a big lump in my throat that made me feel worse.

If I only talked to him awhile ago. Stupid me.

I heard Jin was saying something but I cut him off-

"Uhm, Jin I'm not really feeling well. I think I'll just go home. It's okay I can manage." I smiled.

I walked slowly, eyes downcast. Isn't it too dramatic? Well, it really is.

Before I could take another step, the lights flickered that almost made me shriek. It was too dark and I couldn't see anything. What's happening? Suddenly the lights came back. Thank goodne-

"Hey"

I stopped right away after just hearing his voice echoed throughout the hall. I didn't  turn back to see him on the stage. What for? I already finished counting up to ten seconds. Okay, Am I being too childish?

"I'm Jimin, Park Jimin. I know this is a reunion, but I just want to share something to all of you guys. About my first love. Hahaha." He said trying to sound cute then sniffed right away. Wait is he crying? I cursed myself silently when I realized that I'm already facing the small stage where he is standing at. "There is this girl from the very start that I like so much, She's cute, clever, admirable, sweet, funny," Ouch. From that very first description, I know I'm not qualified to be that girl he is talking about. He laughed silently then pointed at his chest "and she's the only one who made it through here."He continued. I smiled not so wholeheartedly trying to keep my tears from falling while I saw many girls giggled then smiled.

"Sadly, she already belongs to someone."

'Awww' people said in unison as they were listening to him attentively. While many girls raised their hands and said that they're single. I rolled my eyes in digust.

I looked at Jimin who's holding up his tears. I just want to hug and comfort him then I'll confront that girl and make her realize she's about to lose someone who's really precious. I wiped my tears as I hold back myself from whining and finding that girl.

"For five years, I loved her secretly waiting for that right time to come. Unfortunate for me, I thought it finally came but it seems like I'm already late." He wiped his tears. Omfg. I gulped as I saw his eyes sparkling. He's crying too much.

He looked around the hall, seems like that girl is here.
Following his gaze, our eyes met. I don't  know but I saw something strucked his eyes. Pain? I don't know.

"Putsarangirado arya eryeodo
Apuen geon gatjanha
ibyeori natsureotdeon geon marya-"

I quickly avoided his gaze then picked up my ringing phone.

"Where the hell are you?! Tonight's your meet up with the wedding planner yet you're wasting your time there!" Mom yelled through the phone.

"Okay okay. I'm coming. I'll be there within 30 minutes okay?" I said. Finally she hung up the phone after being convinced.

I sighed deeply.

Wait, could it be possible-

I laughed silently, it's impossible he doesn't even know me. The sad part is I didn't  have the chance to confess my feelings for him before my wedding. Oh wait, I had the chance many times over and over again but I was just too stupid. Too stupid to take the risk, because I was afraid to get hurt and rejected. But even if we both feel the same thing, if I'm the girl he was talking about earlier, nothing good will happen. This is my parent's choice, and I couldn't interfere.

When I glanced back at his place he's still looking at me .....or not?
I just shrugged it off and smiled at him then halfheartedly left the hall.
I don't  know who is he looking at earlier, the girls at my back who kept on giggling or me. Either way, it's not important right now, sad thing is we fell inlove with the person who doesn't  love us back. I fell inlove with him while he fell inlove with that who-knows girl. I chuckled at that thought but really, who am I joking? Pain is eating me right now. He's also my first love.

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