He said THE LINES...
It had been a long time ago since I heard CJ telling me "I Love You!" I am very much grateful that in our 7th Mensiversary, we are together. Even though it was a force saying of "I love you." at least it came from his mouth.
Lord, I entrust to You my good relationship with my CJ. I pray that You will guide us to be happy in the end without letting one being hurt. If we were meant to be, I would openly accept him. I will always admire his bravery to be with me. Let our hearts be filled with love and understanding, Lord that we may understand each other's weaknesses and deficiencies. I pray that You will stay in our relationship, Lord even though You don't want us to last. I pray that You will allow me to experience even at least a little happiness with him...at least I am happy even at one point in my life. Bless him Lord as he pursues his career. Provide him with a healthy heart and mind to reach for his dreams. I implore Your pity also Lord that whenever he would be successful in his chosen path, may he still remember his bear who loved him like no other can. I am just here Lord waiting for You to grant my wish to be with the person whom I cannot be with in the end.
