bad thinks he can play

i woke to so called great invention , in other words an alarm clock .

'shut up aghrgh,i hate mornings i grumbledto no one in perticular if you dont count the annoying fly in my room,

 I'm awake !! i half shouted half yawned to no one in particular i know what your thinking whats a girl at the age of 16 waking up to the sound of an alarm clock and not her mothers usuall sweet angelic  voice ?

well long story short my da left my mum and me when i wa 6 so she uses work as a distraction at leats thats what i think i mean he didnt even say goodbye 

but listen to me drowning on baout my family problems and messed up life wait scracht that dont

emmm stuff about myself im brunett always popular a player funny /not im rich becouse my mother works but hard every day ,she such a workahoilc

i quickly got out of bed and into the shower,. once I was out of the shower and I changed into black skinny jeanss and a nice black and white jumper with the peace sight on it with black flats I then straightened my brown hair to perfection  , i put on a bit of mascara and lip gloss some perfume then I jamp like literary down the the stairs 

i double checked myself in the mirrorin my dinning room before saying to myself you can do this just another year then off to collage that seemed to calm my nerves as i walked away from my mirror an picked up my bag ready to take on another fake year wth fake freinds that are blone bimbows at yet another new school with absolutley no mother to encourage me and say that its fine no .thats never gonna happen i thought to myself i dont care about her anyways i kinda grown to strongly dis like my mum for what she doing to me moving school evry 2 months ignoring me 

huuh she doesnt seem like a very nice person now does she ?

ow well i dont care once this school years  finished im off to collage and im going to make something of my self