Paige Turco Inspires

chapter 1

Their is no bigger joke, and nothink curler then life. Your born to die and every think else that happenes in'st yours, just a desent memory for someone else to carry with them, untill their is nothink left of you atoll. So many people want fame, so many people want to do some think to leave their mark on this world, to say... To show they where here they lived........ I had thoughts like this on a daily basis. And I'm gonna share some of them with you here.
I use to just sit outside and think why the hell do people want to have children. want to bring children into this crule dark twisted world? When their only gonna be here a few yrs then gone again as if they were never born. I would also think what if my mum and dad had never met what if my mum had a child with someone else would I have existed still? would I still be here just looking different. Or would my existence not of been atoll.
I would be washing up as happy as anythink and shuddly a wave of terror would come over me and I would just cry all of a sudden fearing the unknown for no reason what so ever. I had no controll it just came and entered as it pleased leaving me sad low and down........
( now you no a bit of how i thought I'm gonna start from when I 1st saw Paige on the 100 and explain how she's helped me through this so far - reminder I was feeling how I worte above as I watched the 100 )
All this is linked to an amazing actress Called Jean Paige Turco ( Paige Turco ) , you are probably thinking what the hell how is that possible. Well 3 years ago I started to watch an amazing tv seires called the 100. As soon as I saw Abby Griffin I was hooked. I loved how strong Abby was, how she knew when to break the law and even when faced with death she stood there and did not show any sign of fear. It was clear there and then Abby would not be a character to mess with, if she belived in some think, if she truly believed she was doing the right thing then she would do it no matter what, or who got in her way. I admired Abby. I felt some kind of contection to this actress who i never new till then. After the show I looked "who plays Abby in the 100" on Google and that is how I found about Paige Turco. At the time Paige was aged 49. 49! I could not believe my eyes, how was someone so beautiful without a wrinkle insite 49 years old. I checked so many different websites just to make sure. I honestly thought she was in her early 30s, but nope each site confirmed her age as 49 so I had no choice but to believe it.