Unique (boy x boy)

Chapther 1

10 out of 15 years of my life I lived with my family. Until, well I don't really want to think about it. I don't really understand why it all happened to me. I didn't do anything wrong to lose everything I ever loved, I mean sure I lied but who hasn't.

I can't really help thinking about all of this because I feel like it's my fault and so does everyone else. Everyone hates me...everyone. I don't even know why I'm still here, here as in alive. Everyone would be so much happier without me here. My uncles foot steps shook me out of my thoughts. No, No, No please don't let him come down here...please.

My pleading didn't work.

It never did.
"Hello my baby boy"
I shiver at him calling me his baby boy.
"Hi daddy"
He's not my father but he makes me call him that.
"You know you didn't cook breakfast for me this morning"
"I'm sorry daddy I forgot, it won't happen again."
His face was full of lust and anger,which to be to be honest scared me because,
1.) I know what happens
2.) it hurts
3.) no one ever helps.
But then again why should they. I deserve everything I get. It's my fault I should have never messed up in the first place.

He slowly makes his way towards me. Fear is running though my vain's as he whispers in my ear,
" I guess I will just have to teach you a lesson then to make sure you don't forget."
I close my eyes and bite my bottom lip trying not to cry. He pushed me hard against the wall. Which will most likely leave a bruise. One more thing I have to hide from everyone. His hands move to the bottom if my shirt and pulls it over my head. A whimper escapes my mouth, which to he laughs. He fumbles with the button to my pants trying to get it undone.
"...shit I can't get the stupid thing"
That was the greatest thing I've herd in the last 5 years.
" unbutton it you worthless piece of shit."
I cried as I unbuttoned my pants, knowing that if I didn't the beating after would be 10x worse. He pulled down my pants along with what was underneath them. that was when he stared slowly and the more he continued the more it hurt. i scream from the pain which made him push deeper into me. my vision was nothing but a shaky blur from the pain that was running all thought my body. he kisses my neck and i try to push him away but failed. he moved his mouth up to my ear and was talking in a low deep almost a growl like  voice "stop fighting" he slapped me hard across my face, it made me for a slight moment forget about the other pain i was feeling.

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This is a fight I will never win.

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This is my first bxb book so...I tried ^.^
Tell me what do you guys think?

Did I go ok?
Thanks for reading I will update soon I hope!