The realistic love

Kit and merrit

You know how in most love stories that end the guy misses the girl and tries to get her back and the girl declines but after a few months of soul searching she sees she was wrong and wants him back but it's too late because he has moved on? Well that's not this. I'm proud of my decisions and I stand by them. If it could have went any other way I think I still would have walked the same path I am currently on. I have no regrets, no change of heart. What I did was wright. I just miss him. Or mabey not even him at all. Mabey just the thought of him or the thought of us or mabey just the unrealistic future we had planned for the rest of our life's. Mabey I just loved our story and didn't want it to end.
I was 14 when I met who I thought to be the love of my life, kit Tyler. He want like most boys. He wasn't like any boy I had ever met actually. He was very strange, a bit weird. He never fit in with the baseball boys or football team or anyone imperticular. He was an out cast. And even though I was to prideful to see it at the time so was I.
I had just moved to the school right before they let out for the summer. I didn't have many friends at all. Just one, merrit. Before merrit I had no idea who kit Tyler even was. She had the biggest crush on kit but refused to tell him because she knew deep down he didn't feel the same. Kit and merrit were best friends before they met me. They stuck by each other as the world pretended they weren't alive, but they made there own world. They would sneak out in the middle of the night to hang out and paint the town together. Hiding from there fears and sorrow and overcoming the stresses of teenage life with fun. It was a beautiful thing to me how they lived. When merrit and I became friends she would come get me in the middle of the night to go with them into big city's and live. It was a new and beautiful way to experience life. But everyone always had there hidden problems behind there smile.
Merrit had been raped a few months before I met her. She was a very fragil thing and it would be easy for someone to take advantage of her, although now I come to believe she lead them on to do so. She was very traumatized by the experience and would explain to me in detail what she had been through. No wonder she needed a second life to escape reality. Kit on the other hand had been in a abusive relationship. Not physically, but kyla,the girl he was with, gave him plenty of emotional scares. Merrit begged him to leave her every time she had to hold him while he cried about the cheating and lying,but he would never give her up.
Merrit always said I was good at giving advice so she asked me if I would talk to kit and try to help him understand that he could have something better out of life instead of torturing himself like he did with that girl. I agreed in hopes to help the poor boy. The next night we snuck out of merrits house and went into the town with kit in his old jeep. We could tell he had been crying before we got there. His eyes were bloodshot and his cheeks stained with tears. We stopped at a 24 hour gas station and Merritt went inside for us to talk.
"Hey, how are you"
"I guess you could say I have been better," he replied with a pittiful tone.
" you know that girls can be something better? Not all of us are like kyla. Some of us have real hearts and real love to give. Especially to someone as kind as you Kit." He looked up at me with what seemed to be a glimps of hope in his eyes, but before he could respond merrit came to get back in the jeep.
We drove through downtown and came up to an old abandoned building. I could tell kits mode had changed when he looked at us and smiled and asked who wanted to go first. Me and merrit exchanged a frighted look as kit pulled out three flashlights from his consul.
"Are you serious?" merrit exclaimed.
"Hell yea I'm serious!"
The building looked like an old saluter house and I was terrified, but I refused to let my friends know i was scared of anything.