Dear Diary

Chapter V : winter

Dear Diary:

Winter break is coming! I just want to chill and watch netfilx meanwhile I'm drinking hot cocoa with some homemade cookies!(even though I know I'm a fail and so I will buy them)

To the point!

Today was last day, and I'm sorry if I haven't talked to you in a while now, is just they I have spend my time reflecting and crying... Last week, he broke an arm, and it was kind of my fault. We were at the break and we were playing basketball, my team was so much better than his, I had the team stars on my side, he was mad because of that, and at one minute I asked him, he looked bad at me and continued, and just after that he felt and he broke his arm. We had English class next period, I was missing him so much. When he arrived from nursery, God! I breathe and release! And when the class ended I went to him and hugged him, he placed one hand on my waist (the other one had some source of fabric on it) and took me within his body strongly.

Now coming back to present: I was there, we were eating, but he was with her, all is her!!! I'm so jealous sorry... Then some people placed some music, I wanted to dance (it was a pair dance) I said to my friend "oh, I just want to dance so bad... Wish someone danced with me!" And, so, he passed in front of me and said "I would love to, but I can't!" I melt. My heart was beating up too fast.

Next day(today), it was Saturday, but we were having the winter presentation from elementary, as you might lknow I have a little sister, and so he does... You might know... Yes! We meet at the event, I didn't want to, but he crossed my way, he saw me, and kept looking at me, so I waved, he smiled and approaches (I waved to be respectful, but I didn't wanted him to came because I was with my mom!) Her approaches, too close, I mean, way TOO close(I mean we never kiss at the cheek to say hi, I usually never do to no one, and he was impliying me to kiss his cheek but he just approach, he wasn't moving  his head to me so I was so confused). He said hi!, I said too. He stood there. (Awkward!) I didn't said a word, I was afraid, so, my mom said(to him) "hey, I'm her mom!, what's your name?" He, was so polite (as always) he said "hey, nice to meet you" and offers his hand.

Once that happened, I started walking with my mom, but he followed us, then he asked the most stupid question"so why are you here? Oh! Is for your little sister right?" I nodded and continued my way, we sat on the auditorium and my mom said "hey, who's that guy, he turned red the second he saw you babe!" I just said "no one mom, just a friend... Let's better watch the winter show"