Chapter VI: forgotten

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Dear Diary:

I have just came back from school, it has been a few weeks from school scince we came from winter break, but I don't want to make this too long because it nothing that is worth the effort, is just my terrible life. Why is my life as a tragedy movie?

I arrived the first day, I talked to a friend of mine, not a really close one but she ruined my day: she told me, she knew that he did really like this other girl, damn! It wasn't even first period and my day was ruined. But then I saw him coming, closer , closer, I didn't knew what to do, I just acted like I was walking so casual, he was closer, but then: he passed by my side, without even looking to me. He did his bigger effort to ignore me, to pretend he didn't saw me. He moved his body so we would not touch and moved his face to the other side so he would not saw mine.

I was devasted, could my life be worst? Yes! We haven't talk science that day! And guess more? He's talking to her, now we don't even chase sights. Now he don't play where he used to, now I don't eat where I used to neither!

It is just like... Like he has forgot me, and erased me from his head, but worst is that I can't take him out of mine even for a minute, and is so dangerous and harmful and hard for me, but this is so painfull: to love someone who has forgot your existence, someone that has replaced you. And even harder, is to know the truth, that when you are there, crying because of him, thinking all night of him, daydreaming of him and constantly reminiscing him,and he's happy and enjoying life, and probably, no, definitely! not thinking of you but maybe of her...

And now, I'm just a shadow, and a blank space on his memories

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