I woke up, my wrist was burning, as I looked to see the cuts, dry blood probably going to turn into scars. I wondered why I did that to myself, why I would ever cut myself.
You see, I never used to be like this. I had the perfect friend, the perfect boyfriend, everything was perfect. It was perfect until Rachel, the mean girl, messed it all up.
I used to be on top, I used to be popular and have a lot of friends and the sweetest boyfriend ever! Until Rachel spread a rumor about me, saying that I was pregnant with my boyfriend's brother's baby.
And thats when it all went wrong. Now that you know more about me, maybe you can see where I'm coming from?
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Later, after I got dressed in a red long sleeved shirt from Hollister, and blue jean jeggings. I put on my grey uggs, and put my hair up in a messy ponytail. I headed out to my car and got in. I look down at my wrist, I teared up. I mentally slapped myself, "Hope, forget about it, all I need is, a friend, I need to forget about all this just for the day!"
I got my phone out, dialed a number that I haven't dialed in a long time. RING RING....RING RING.....
"Hello?" Her sleepy voice answered.
"Hey Amanda." I said.
"OMG!!!!!! Hey Hope!!!!!!!! Whattup Gurl???" She said, excitedly now. Haha, I love her text lingo!
"Amanda, I missed you a lot. Can we hang out at the mall, and I can pick you up in about..."
"YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! See you soon, BY!!!!!!" The line went dead.
I laughed, and said, "Oh Amanda." I always loved her, no homo.
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As I pulled up to her house, I got out, excited that I was gonna go out, finally! I walked up the drive way and as I got to her door, butterflies came and went through my stomach. I haven't hung out with anyone in about, two weeks, so I'm just nervous.
I knocked on the door and waited, about three seconds later, a man opened the door... wait, WHY IS THERE A MAN ANSWERING HER DOOR? I looked up at the man and blushed. He was gorgeous! He has a sculpted face, shaped like Edward Cullen's face. He had warm, chocolate eyes that looked so inviting.
I scanned his face, looking over his full lips, a tanned skin tone covered his body. He had huge biceps! Not to mention that everytime he flexed, you could see it through his white, see through V-Neck.
"Ummm are you checking me out?" He smirked.
"U-Uh no."
He smirked and winked at me.
I held my head up high, "What are you doing in Amanda's home?"
The stranger chuckled, making him even more sexy, "I'm her brother, Alex." He held his hand out for me to shake.
I reached my hand out to shake his hand. Just as I touched his muscular hand, I felt sparks, sending waves of electricity down my back, I looked up into his eyes. They were so warm, so inviting!
He leaned in, and I leaned in. Was this actually happening? Did I really like him?
All of these questions ran through my head as we both leaned closer. "Hey Hope! Alex what the hell are you doing talking to my friend?!?" We both pulled away quickly, as nothing ever happened. Alex and I met eachothers eyes, and looked away, as I blushed.
He recovered, as I was still blushing. "Nothing, I was just about to kick her out!" He stalked away, as if nothing ever happened. I felt pain inside, felt like someone stabbed my heart, and kept on stabbing it over and over again as those words floated in my head.
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Amanda and I came back with about five bags each of clothes, that we bought at forever 21, abercrombie and fitch, hollister, urban outfitters, and macys.
"Oh my god! I cannot believe that you made me buy all of those bras and fucking thongs! It's going to cost me a fortune!" I glared at her as I said this.
"Hey! Don't blame me, blame your hour glass figure! Damn I would totally turn lesbo for that!" Amanda looked so into her words, while I just laughed.
"Your kidding right? I'm so fat! I have no figures!"
Amanda looked at me like I was a psycho. "What?!? Girl you crazy! You the most beautiful girl that I've ever seen!"
I laughed and said, "Real funny! I'm going to try these on Ok?"
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To be Continued.......
(Ps. Pic of Hope on the side :) )
