Andys story

Who is Andy Ruke

There once was this girl who could barely get through a day of school without crying. Hi my name is Andy i get bullied all the time. The reasons i get bullied though is because i was born Andrew(a boy). But i have never felt like Andrew i have always felt like Andy(a girl). I'm Andy, I'm 15 years old, I'm a sophomore I made a mistake one day and wore a dress to school I started to get called names like: tranny, disgusting, girl boy , gross , loser and so many more. I went home crying and that night I added a new picture to my drawings. For my drawings I don't need paper or a pencil, I just need my tears and a blade. I started to draw on my wrist in 8th grade, that is the year I came out as being a girl ,the year I wore a dress to school ,the year I disappointed everyone. I have lost all my friends but one.

I have one friend named Lexi, Lexi was born an Alex. Lexi is like me she's a trans-girl. I am kind of jealous of Lexi because she is accepted by her family it's no fair(but I guess everyone has their own families). Lexi has a family that loves her for her. Lexis family has helped her transition into a girl they bought her all this girl things and even let her stop puberty from happening. I tried to come out to my family as trans but they just said I was to young to know what I want. I have a wonderful big brother that has helped me. My big brothers name is Aidan he's 21, Aidan is gay which is a wonderful thing he has a great finance named Jay, Jay is 23 he has been with my big brother for years. My big brother helps me a lot with me with being transgender, Aidan bought me me some girly clothes like dresses and skirts. Aidan talked to my parents and talked them into letting me grow out my hair.

What I look like is I have long black hair, bright green eyes, I'm 5'5 (yea i know pretty short for being 15) I'm like all sticks and bones. When I'm not around my parents or well at school I wear skirts and dresses with a bra on with those little gel boobs. I own a lot of girl shirts but i shove them all in the back of my closet. When I'm at school or around my parents I wear a sweatshirt to hide my pictures,and skinny jeans I guess it's ok to wear.I'm really happy I have Aidan if it was not for him I might be dead.

In my family I have my mom Jean(40) my dad Jack(43). I have 4 brothers and 3 sisters. My brothers are Adian(21), Adrien(21), Aidan and Adrien are twins they were born may 7, 1995. My brother Eric(13) he was born June 10, 2003, I have Eli(11) he was born July 30, 2005. I have my sisters Ally(15) and Alex(15). Ally, Alex and I are triplets we were born February 14, 2001. Finally we have the baby of the family Rosala(9) she was born December 25, 2007. I have a pretty big family with 8 kids and my dad and mom in all we have a family of 10. Adian and Adrien moved out 2 years ago so the house is a little more quiet.