Goodbye Caleb

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10 votes, so here it is, as promised!

After we all watched Caleb's coffin being buried and we all cried our eyes out, we went inside to drink some way too strong coffee and eat a piece of dry cake. Everyone came to me to condole me because after my speeche, everyone thought I was his girlfriend when he died. I didn't bother telling them I wasn't.

After saying good bye to everyone and walking by Caleb's soon to be headstone, I went to my home with the three girls. Emily, Aria and Spencer. My mom was really sweet to us and made us some tea. We just went upstairs to my old room and I'm just sitting on my bed thinking about this unbelievably horrible week.
We all sit on my bed like that for a while, everyone having too much thoughts and things to process to actually talk.

It's been almost 30 minutes and I'm still sitting on my bed, in the same position, with the same thoughts running trough my mind, again and again.
I turn myself around to face the girls.
"I'm really thankful you three are here right now, but I really feel like I need to be alone for now." I say, trying not to sound rude.
"Are you sure, Han?" Emily asks.
"Yeah, I'm not much fun to be around right now anyways." I say, smiling slightly.
"Well, just call if you need any of us for whatever you need." Aria says, mirorring my small smile.
"I don't think it's smart to be alone right now, Han." Spencer suddenly says.
"I'll be fine Spence, don't worry." I say.
"I'll just stay here." She says.
I shoot her a look.
"You won't even notice I'm here, I swear!" She says, while opening a magazine that was on my night table.
"Whatever" I mumble.
Emily hugs me and Aria kisses me on my cheek.
As soon as they walk out of my room, Spencer and I look each other straight in each other's eyes.
We both know the moment has finally come, we're going to talk.
But where do we start.
I decide to say something before she has a chance to.
"So.. Tell me what happened that day?" I say, not able to hold my bitchy tone down.
She remains silent for a while. She looks deep into my eyes, not afraid of anything.
"Why don't you tell me first?" She asks then.

This was a little in between chapter, I'm sorry ! The next chapter will be better. a little twist is coming up and the revealings of everything that happened on the day Caleb died are coming closer! Be prepared.
First, 10 votes!!
Also just wanted to say that I love Spanna but I think they need to fight or at least talk, or their problems will never be solved. I promise we'll have some cuter Spanna once the story will be coming to an end☺️