Aarmau- PDH Changing The Rebel

Chapter 5- Facing him

Aphamu

I had spent most of Sunday sleeping and now Monday morning had rolled around again and I was dreading school

I had bags under my eyes the size of Africa my hair looked like i had slept in a bush and the bruise in between my eyes was going yellow

So all in all I looked like utter shit but my main reason for not wanting to go was Aaron he would be there probably and since the divine Warriors were against me there was no way in the nether he would be off

I pushed myself to get out of bed and get a brush through my hair and straighten it i had to put on so much makeup it was unreal

Between the bags and my bruise it was to much for concealer alone. Once I was finished with all of that I got on my uniform and finally left the house

As I walked along the road I remembered all the times Laurence had walked me it felt like forever even though it hadn't been that long.

In these last few weeks I had done more shit than I had in the last few years I could blame my homeschooling but it was mainly my laziness that made me have such a lack of a social life

I got to school and in typical rebellious fashion I was late and as luck would have it first period had started.

Now that doesn't sound that bad but my first period was werewolf class and in werewolf class I sat next to Aaron

Uhhhh could this day get any worse just as I thought that it began to piss with rain "seriously want to just strike me with lightning while you're at it"

I screamed at the sky probably looking completely mad. I felt so pathetic nothing was going my way and for the first time in my life I believed in karma

I walked in to werewolf class not bothering to apologise for my lateness it may have been the first time but it certainly wouldn't be the last

I walked right up the back exerting as much potato confidence and sass as I could muster considering how weak I felt I think I did a pretty good job

I sat in my seat but I still hadn't looked Aaron in the eyes which was the complete opposite of what he was doing

He had been staring at me since the moment I walked in like I was some sort of alien life form

It was like he was taunting me to look at him but I couldn't bring myself to do it

It finally got to be to much and I just turned and looked at him it was at that moment I realised how close to me he actually was

My breath cause in my throat as I met his gaze I wanted to cower it was filled with so much contempt that I couldn't even fathom were it was coming from

Had he always hated me this much? Had his eyes always been such a deep hazel? Had he had this look that said he wanted to kill me on his face every time he looked at me?

My mind was going a mile a minute as I processed all the thoughts swirling around my mind in the moment

I realised we had been staring at each other for at least 10 minutes if not more and the whole classes attention was drawn to us

The teacher had obviously said our names at some point or another but Aaron was to caught up in hating me to pay attention and I was to caught up in my head to pay attention

I stopped starring and decided to try something instead

"I can't believe how much of a cunt you are" I said with hatred and sass lacing my voice

"What are u even talking about I haven't said a thing to you all day" he said looking at me like I was crazy

"The fuck do u mean you haven't said a word to me all day you lying bastard you can not sit there and pretend you didn't just say I looked like i was going to audition to join the circus" I said it with a smile that only Aaron caught and I was so close to breaking

I decided to take it a step further by slapping him across his left cheek and saying "that's for the punch the other day" I slapped him again in the exact same spot

"And that's for what you just said" when I said the second thing it had a complete double meaning that no one else got I obviously didn't slap him for no reason I slapped him because of last night and how much he hurt me

I stormed out of the class with my head down as tears started to leak from my eyes as I speed walked to the music room

As soon as I got in I opened the second door went inside closed it and sat down with my head in my hands I just cried

I swore I was done crying over him but it was hard to get over someone who had been there for you through everything

It was at that moment I realised how truly alone I was and it was just then that I finally hit the ground

With that smack the tears ended the friendships ended and every negative emotion I had ever felt ended the only thing I felt now was hatred pure hate for Aaron and I planned to make him pay for this for everything no matter what it took

A/n I hoped you enjoyed that and don't forget to like and comment on what I could improve on now I know it seems like aarmau might never happen but I really wanted to get the story line out before the ship even started to board so sorry for that but I promise aarmau will happen eventually 💗💚