"I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all."
She dug her face into her sweater trying to hide her face. "All my life I have been hurt many times and I can't keep it inside anymore.. I have shed many tears before ." Hot tears rolled down her cheeks. "I feel like a part of me disappears every time. I started building walls around me, hoping someone would try to break them down,but no one did. No one looked close enough to see the real me. I tried
to be strong,not being the weak girl I once was." Her voice breaking,"You can call me heartless,but know it hurts me every time. I wish I could be truly heartless then, I wouldn't be able feel anything."
