Sinner

Chapter 3

The break




Jonah and i hadn't talked for for a good 2 weeks. Things between us were pretty much over you could say. I would cry myself to sleep every night. Going out with friends wasn't even the same anymore. Id see him around town and look the other way. When my girls mentioned his name i would have a breakdown. My life was hell! I just wanted him back, wanted him to hold me again. I wanted him to tell me he loved me and that everything was okay. I wanted his soft lips against mine, i wanted it all back!




My attitude toward everything started changing, it got to a point where i would openly talk back to my father, which i had never in my life done or had the guts to. Nothing mattered anymore. I was torn, shattered, destroyed. I thought to myself, if i lost something so important to me, and im still standing here, i could handle anything. I almost looked for trouble. I wanted mischief, i craved it!




My brothers even noticed. I would pick fights with them over the simplest things. Even my brother michael, who isn't into drama would be ticked off about my actions, let alone josh who wasn't afraid to put anyone in their place. I would sneak out almost every night, just wandering the streets. Not the slightest bit worried about the consequences i might have to face if i were to get caught. Maybe then i didn't realize it, but i was slowly turning into Jonah...




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*tap tap* i heard thumps against my window. I got out of bed without any idea that what i was about to see was going to change my life forever. It was Jonah, at my window. Holding something but i couldn't quite see what it was. I opened my window and looked down, but didn't say anything. "H-hi." Jonah said. I just stared back. "I thought you might want this" he said any he held up the thing i couldn't see. "Its uh, your basket. Member? From our picnic." He hung his head down, digging at the dirt with his feet. "I actually came to apologize. This basket was just my home free card." He looks up. "Can we talk? Please?" "Im listening." I say, sounding cold when in reality my hearts beating a thousand miles/second. "I messed up Kat, i need you. You're a part of me an i didn't realize that. I want you back baby girl, forgive me... I beg you!" I smiled and nodded my head, i wanted to scream at the top of my lungs 'i Kat Montgomery love you Jonah', but i couldn't because my family was asleep. And Jone understood that. He blew me a kiss and mouthed ' willow, 5'.