Don't Forget About Us

I Hope I'm Wrong

So at the moment im pretty mad. Harry said he would be home at 10am and its now 11. He is an hour late and he has switched off his mobile so when i ring him, it goes straight to answer phone. 

*Baby crying* 

"Yes Noah, mummy is coming, give her chance" I say as im trying to clean up after Darcy. 

I go into the living room and pick up Noah and he instantly stops crying. 

"Mummy, why is Noah sad" Darcy asks as she plays with her toys.

"I don't know sweetie" I replied.

"When is daddy home, i miss him" Darcy says as she looks out of the window.

"He will be home soon" I said, hoping he comes home soon. 

I put Noah in a baby carrier and strap him to the front of me. 

I carry on doing the housework while Noah sleeps and while Darcy watches cartoons. 

As im about to sit down my phone rings. 

"Please be Harry, please be Harry" i say to myself as i answer my phone.

"Hello?" I answer.

"Hello Meg, its Niall" Niall answers, obviously. 

"Oh, hi Niall" I replied, quite upset that it wasn't Harry.

"Have you heard from Harry?" He asks.

"No i haven't, iv been trying to ring him but it just goes straight to answer phone" I replied.

"Oh, right okay" Niall says.

"Niall, whats going on?" I ask.

"Um, i can't really say, Harry should tell you" He replied, in a worried voice.

"Well, if Harry answered his phone i'd ask him but he hasn't so im asking you" I replied, worried. 

What is going on?

"Um, well," Niall started.

"Niall just spit it out" I interrupted. 

"Harry and Taylor were spotted together, last night, after us lads went home" Niall said.

"Taylor as in Swift?" I asked, shocked.

"Yeah" Niall confirmed. 

"What was he doing with her?" I asked.

"Not sure, she wrote a song about him and i think he went to ask her why" Niall said rushed.

"Sorry i have to go, talk later" Niall added before hanging up.

What the actual fuck. Harry and Taylor. I am not losing to her again, not after last time. I just had his second child for fucks sake. 

"Meg, there is no need to get too angry, he is just asking her why she wrote a song about him" I told my self, hoping it would make me feel a little better. It didn't but at least i tried.

I carried on doing the house work and waited for Harry to come home. 

* * * * 

It was now 8pm and i had just bathed Darcy and Noah. 

I wrapped them both in towels and took them into my room. 

I dried and changed Noah first as he gets cold quickly. 

After i had done Noah, i dried Darcy and got her ready for bed. 

I laid Noah in his basket and took Darcy to her room.

"I want daddy to put me to bed" Darcy said as she started to cry. 

"Sorry sweetie, mummy is doing it today" I said as i tucked Darcy into her bed. 

Darcy had a full meltdown and tantrum. 

"That's enough Darcy, you are tired that's why your acting like this, be a good girl and go to sleep" I said as i stroked her head. 

Darcy soon fell asleep and i kissed her forehead before leaving. 

When i got back into my room i checked on Noah to find him already asleep, that's a first. 

I didn't know what to do with my self. Noah was asleep and Darcy was asleep, it was me time. I haven't had me time for ages. 

I picked up my phone and rang Harry, again.

It rang, and rang, and rang, until on the last ring, Harry answered. 

"Harry?" I said. 

"Hi babe" Harry answered.

"Don't you dare "Hi babe" me Harry" I argued. 

"What did i do wrong?" Harry said.

"Where shall i start Harry? Firstly, you were meant to be home at 10am and its now 9pm and your still not home, Secondly, you were with Taylor Swift and thirdly, you haven't had to stop our daughter from crying because she missed you" I started to argue with Harry.

"Babe, listen, im sorry that Darcy was crying and that i wasn't home on time or that im not home, but i had to sort things out with Taylor" Harry started to say.

"Harry, she wrote a song about you? so what, get over it, you are with me and you have two beautiful children who love and miss you at home" I said as i let out a few tears.

"Yes, writing a song about me is important, i don't want our fans to get the wrong impression of me" Harry argued back.

"Just come home, we miss you, i am struggling, i can't do everything on my own" I said.

"Fine. Tomorrow i will be home" Harry said.

We both hung up and i laid on bed, crying. 

Just as im about to fall asleep, Noah wakes up and cries. 

I get out of bed, pick up Noah and lay him in bed with me. 

"Do you miss daddy too? of-course you do" I talk to Noah. 

"Mummy's here though" I say as i kiss him. 

Noah soon stops crying and i rock him back to sleep.

I lay him back into his basket and tuck him in. 

I get back into bed and finally fall asleep. 

What is happening? I feel the past is repeating its self. I hope im wrong.