Don't Forget About Us

All I Had Was Hope

***Megan***

A few weeks have pasted since Harry and the Taylor song incident. Everything is going well, kinda. Me and Harry have had a few falling outs but we have always made up after. I think its just everything getting on top of me. Noah is now a month old and he is defiantly a cheeky boy. 

"Harry wake up, Noah is crying" I say as i laid Noah on Harry's chest. 

Noah screamed and screamed as he laid on Harry's chest. Forcing Harry to wake up and take care of his son. 

Noah is now being bottle fed as it was literally draining me, feeding him. So now Harry  can help out a lot more and honestly i don't know if he's happy about it or not. 

Harry got up and took Noah downstairs to feed him. 

I got Darcy ready for ballet and took her downstairs.

"Harry im taking Darcy to ballet now, ill be home in an hour" i said as i helped Darcy put on her shoes and coat. 

I took Darcy to ballet and left Harry alone at home with Noah. This was the first time Harry was home alone with just him and Noah and honestly, it scared me.

* * * * 

An hour pasted and i returned home with Darcy.

"Your home, already?" Harry said, trying to stop Noah from crying. 

"Yes, i said ill be an hour and i was" I said as me and Darcy took off our coats and shoes.

Harry rocked Noah in his arms and then went into the living room. 

Darcy go watch telly while mummy makes a cup of tea.

I went into the kitchen and put on the kettle. 

"Mummy, daddy won't let me watch telly, he said he's playing his game" Darcy said as she waited at the kitchen door.

"Okay sweetie, mummy is coming" I said as i walked into the living room with Darcy.

"Harry? how many times do i have to tell you, make sure Noah's head is supported in his chair" i started as i picked up Noah. "I asked you to look after him, not play the play-station" I added. 

I look Noah and Darcy upstairs and took them to my room. 

"HARRY" I shouted to Harry, who was downstairs.

Harry came running into our room.

"Yes babe?" He answered.

"Can you take the kids into Darcy's room, im going to have a bath" I said as i passed Noah to him. 

"Sure" He said carrying Noah and then also picking up Darcy.

* * * * 

It was now 10pm and both children were asleep. Finally. 

"Harry, we need to talk" I started.

"I know, i know" he reassured me.

"No you don't Harry. I need more help with the kids, you can't leave me to do everything" I said.

"I know babe and im trying but its hard for me to" Harry said.

"I know it is babe but you could at least help out or do what you meant to do" I said as i laid in bed with him.

"I do help babe" He snapped.

"No babe you don't, i asked you today to look after Noah and when i got home you were on the play-station and Noah was crying in his chair" I said.

"He is fussy" Harry stated.

Yes, Noah is fussy but he is a baby.

"Harry he just wants to be close, he hates being on his own" i said as i looked over at Noah sleeping in his cot. 

"That's because you kept holding him when he was first born and you wouldn't put him down" Harry argued back.

"Harry, don't get rude, he is a baby, they need to feel secure and safe" I snapped back.

"Babe, im trying, i didn't know having two children would be this hard" Harry said.

"So you regret having him?" I asked, shocked and upset.

"No,no, no. I never said that" Harry replied.

"Then what? you weren't really there when Darcy was a baby or toddler so you don't know what i have been through" I said as i got comfy in bed.

"Shut up and give me a cuddle" Harry said as he pulled me close to him.

"No Harry" I pulled away.

"Yes, babe, we will talk about this in the morning" Harry said, pulling me close again.

Me and Harry cuddled. And a cuddle turned into a kiss. 

I laid on Harry's chest and he brushed his fingers through my hair. 

"Goodnight baby" Harry said as he kissed my head.

"Goodnight babe" I replied as i kissed his chest. 

Me and Harry finally slept, cuddling each other. 

I don't know what was going to happen next. Will Harry grow up a little? or would he leave again? I had no idea, all i had was hope.

****Sorry this chapter was small, i am planning something big and have to wait until i can put it in. Anyway, i hope your all enjoying the story so far. Don't forget to Vote, Comment, Share and (if you don't already) Follow me :)****