Dream Or Reality [Completed]

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

"Baby. I missed you..."

Gian just smiled after he heard Ella saying that words.

He just kissed her to hide his feelings towards her.

"I love you, Gian..." Ella said after the kiss.

I love you, Gian...

Ilang linggo na ang nakalipas mula ng mangyari yon.

Bakit nga ba nya sinundan si Haley pagkatapos nyang ipamukha dito na mahal na mahal nya ng girlfriend nya?

Tss... he did that for one reason.

Gusto nyang makita kung mahal pa sya nito.

He thought he would be happy to see that she still loves him but he was wrong.

Ang sakit palang pagmasdan na miserable Ito dahil sakanya.

Gago kasi sya.

Bakit ba kailangang mangyari ang lahat to?

Ayaw nyang saktan si Haley. That's the least thing he can do for her but he did hurt her after all.

Ang tanga nya para saktan ang taong walang ibang ginawa kundi mahalin sya.

But he was trapped by the situation he cannot leave.

Para syang nasa pagitan ng naglalakihang dalawang bato na kapag namili sya, masasaktan sila pare-pareho.

"Iniisip mo na naman sya?" Malungkot nitong tanong sakanya. Behind those sadness, nararamdaman nya Kung paano Ito nabalot ng guiltiness sa mga mata nito.

He was lucky to have Ella. But he was luckier if he cn be with the girl he always loved. No, he can be the luckiest.

Kung pagpipiliin siguro ng taong nakapaligid sakanya kung sino ang karapatdapat sakanya, Ella was the best choice.

But then, Gian doesn't need the best for him.

Kailangan nya yung taong Hindi man perpekto Pero alam nyang mahal sya ng taong mahal nya.

"I'm sorry!" He said before he kissed her in forehead.

"I hope you're happy with my side. But I know you'he became miserable after what happened to you and Haley." Masakit sa parte nitong nakikita syang nasasaktan lalo na at sinisisi nito ang sarili sa nangyari.

"Don't worry, Ella. I'll be happy soon."

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"Hi..."

Haley was sitting on a bench when she heard Ella greets her and sat beside her.

Nakahanda na si Haley na bulyawan si Ella Pero pinigilan nya ang sarili.

Walang nangyayaring Hindi maganda sa tuwing inaaway nya ito.

Hindi nalang nya pinansin Ito.

"I'm sorry!"

Napatingin sya Kay Ella. "For what?"

For the first time, she talked to her without hissing.

"Sorry for pretending I don't know you. Sorry for stealing him away from you. I don't mean harm. But---"

"Pero ginawa mo na. Tapos na. Nasaktan mo na ko. You don't  know how it hurts to live everyday for me." Hindi sya galit. Nasasaktan sya. At kahit ayaw nya, kumawala ang luha sa mga mata nya.

"You don't know how it hurts to breathe every second for me without thinking I don't have a reason to live anymore.

"I'm not telling you all of these to make you feel guilty. Don't get me wrong.  Pero ikaw ang isa sa mga dahilan Kung bakit pinili ko nalang magpakamatay noong mga oras na Nasasaktan ako." Narinig nya ang pagsinghap nito.

"Nung mga oras na na naiisip Kong nagsasaya kayo sa piling ng isa't isa.

"Nabuo ng galit ang puso ko.  But that doesn't mean nawala na yung pagmamahal ko sakanya. Masakit sobra. Pero Nasasaktan lang naman ako kasi mahal ko sya."

She stared at Ella. Ngayon nya Lang ulit naappreciate yung napakaamo nitong mukha.

Maybe that's one of the reason why he chose her. Why he loves her.

Nakita nya ang hilam ang luha sa mukha nya.

"Hwag kang umiyak. Baka kapag Nakita nyang umiiyak ka na kasama ko isipin pa nya, insecure na naman ako sayo."

Pinunasan nito ang luha sa mukha nito pagkatapos at ngumiti.

"Darating din ang araw na maiintindihan mo sya. Sa mga araw na yun, Hindi ka na nya sasaktan. Pangako yan."

She smiled bitterly. "Hindi ko alam Kung bakit ginawa nyo sakin to. I only did is to love him with all my heart. Ni Hindi na nga ko nagtira para sa sarili ko. Pero ipinapangako ko, Hindi ko na sya papayagang saktan pa nya ko."

Tumayo na sya at naglakad palayo dito.

Kung naiiba Lang siguro ang sitwasyon, Baka maging kaibigan pa nya Ito.

*~*

"She has a good heart. But she was consumed by her anger and the pain we caused her."

Ngumiti si Gian ng mapait gaya Nung ngiting iginawad nito para kaya Ella kanina habang naguusap sila.

"She won't give me a chance  anymore."

"She loves you. Sana sapat yung pagmamahal nya sayo na tanggapin kang muli."

Pinagmasdan nya si Haley na papalayo.

He was there all along. Narinig nya lahat.

He was scared for her if she would do suicude again.

Pero wala syang magawa para dito. Wala syang magawa para ibsan ang Sakit na nararamdaman nito.

Wala syang magawa kundi pagmasdan Lang itong umiiyak dahil sa kanya.

Gago kasi sya!