"If something bad happens to my precious son, you will pay for it! I don't want to see your face and presence ever again, you're the reason why my son is in deep coma right now!" Ms. Thompson to William...
Tagaytay, Philippines. 9 hours before the accident occurs...
"Hey William, can I ask you something? I ask William in a deep and serious state, yun totoo seryoso talaga! Charot", -one of my favourite word I learned from watching Filipino TV.
"Yes? How come you look so serious?" William hugs me tight, as in nakaka sakal, pero ang sweet talaga nito ni William sakin.
"Hmmm, what if I didn't grow up as who am I today? What if I am straight? Paano kung hindi ako paminta?" I ask, nag dadrama ang lola niyo...
"What kind of question is that? Are you worried about your parents? Have you told them? What did they do to you? Kapag pinalayas ka, wag ka mag alala, lalayas tayong dalawa!" William is aggressively talking to me with love and care. Masarap isipin na may nag mamahal sa akin, kahit ganito ako, isang Paminta.
"Do not let your parents define who you really are, be true to yourself Harri!" William kisses me on my forehead, aww, lag-lag ang brief ko... chos, joke lang. Pero ansyerep talaga sa feelings. Ramdam ko rin ang matumbok niyang hinaharap.
"I am just really stress, specially how am I going to introduce you as my partner? They have no idea and have any motives that I am gay",
Well, I guess I am bi, eh ano ba bakla narin diba yun? "My whole life was a big lie and compose of great acting skills from Lawrence School of Acting, I don't want to hide from the dark anymore, I want to go out and be proud of myself."
Pagod nako mag tago! TNT ang peg ko buong buhay ko, mahirap mag panggap! "But I am afraid" – I whisper those last four words to William. Yun totoo may pa bulong bulong talaga ako eh? Nanakot ang peg ko...
"Well, its going to be hard, really hard. I know what you're feeling right now. I've been there with my parents and siblings. Not just them but with the people surrounding me. Do not be afraid Harry. We will overcome this problem together; I will be on your side when you are ready to say the truth to your family. Hard talaga, magiging matigas talaga Harry! Mahilig ka naman sa matigas eh?..."
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