Is it weird that Iremember little dates where things happened? Like how on March 14th was the last time as of now that i saw you in person. How on February 2nd was when we no longer were allowed to text each other. And how on January 4th was horrible when I had to watch you go to all your teachers and get signed out of school. A few days after Christmas you stopped by for a few minutes and I would do anything for that to happen again. I wouldn't even care if you brought a present, I just need you. (How cheesy is that?)
Stitches gets mad at me when I bring you up, not because it makes her sad I think, because she thinks I get sad. And I do. Just a little though, a little is ok, a little is good. Some of my friends don't know who you are, it would be interesting to explain.
I took the name tags of of your locker on the last day of school and put them on the last page of my yearbook. Your picture was in the yearbook, I shouldn't have been surprised because alot of kids who left are in the yearbook. It was a nice surprise.
Oh, and Ellie had a birthday It was really fun, it wasn't a sleep over though. It was just Ellie, Abby, Andy, Colleen and I. It was weird being there without you. We all brought swimming suits, and even though I felt exposed, ugly and my eczema hurt, not to mention that for some reason my knee wouldn't stop bleeding;It was awesome! I smiled so much and laughed and hugged all my friends. I love being happy, it's the best feeling. Everything seems to be going up from here.
I think of you alot.
You're the best Laura
<3
