Alone??

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Grabbing for my glass of water next to me I think about the killings that have been happening the street over.
Will the killer come here
No he can't
"Y/N! Come here please" mother called "Ok on my way" I yelled back down the stars. I'm on the second floor sharing a room with my younger sister Jay. Jay has many disability's so dose my mother so I have to take care of most things
Getting down the twelve steps from my room "Can you make me some smokes" I sighed I have no guts to say no so I sat down in front of the manual ciggeret maker "how many do you want" she thought "10 please oh and Syd will need a few for work tomorrow" so all that together around 20 smokes in all. "Ok give me a minute I'm gonna grab my phone" I spoke she nodded going back to ignoring me getting my phone I put in my ear buds and played usual suspect by Hollywood undead. Making around 25 smokes I headed back up stairs to draw singing and drawing at the same time I didn't even notice that there was a man sitting on the stars. a new song played My Black Dillila by Hollywood Undead

"I loved you you made me hate me you gave me hate sin and saved me and this tears are deadly you feel that I ripped that Every time you tried to steal that you feel bad you feel sad I'm sorry hell no FUCK that it was my heart it was my life it was my start it was your knife this strive it died this life and these lies and these lungs have sung this song for too long and it's true I hurt too remember I LOVE YOU"

I drifted off focusing on my art work it was a heart that was brushed and battered and left alone showing how ignored I was. I saw motion going down the stairs "Jay??!" I asked and I walked down nope no one was there looking at moms sleeping figure and glanced at jay in the other room she only glared at me. I turned around heading back upstairs.

Singing quietly

"I don't mind no I don't mind I don't mind the rain the simple things and subtleties they always stay the same I don't mind no I don't mind I don't mind the rain like a widow's heart we both fall apart but never fade away fade away~~~~" I sang the Hole song rain my Hollywood unread once I was done singing I drifted to sleep...

Dream

"Momma where am I" I asked in a kid voice "wrong !!!" I gasped "father!!!" Gaining a slap "why did you you BITCH" he was drunk he kept hitting me and beating me yelling at me for things I didn't do. He faded away and Jay showed up "Jay Jay!!" I spoke with relief she pushed me to the ground and laughed at me getting on me and hitting me yelling at me for not loving her I was growing numb she disappeared Syd showed up and she looked pissed "you scared him away why he loved me he hatted you!" She continued verbally abusing me she punched me once and walked away mother walked up with her walker "if I never had you I wouldn't be like this you know..." she continued she didn't lay a finger on me she then fell and died disappearing while a group of girls walked up to me and all round beat me up once they where done I was on the ground I couldn't stand I couldn't cry and I couldn't talk I felt like I was gone I was dead but full of pain. I laughed they will never love me I'll always be ignored forever always.

A wake

I wake up grabbing my knife and cutting my wrists no one will care anyways. My alarm went off 5:30am "school" I sighed making a few more cuts I went to take a shower and bandage my arm up I got dressed in a black tank top and my favorite.gray ripped up hoody. I modified this one to hide my earbuds and phone so I could listen to music easily. Going to take 3 pain killers to prevent a headache for the day I stopped and looked out the window from the dining room there was a person standing on the sidewalk in front of Bryan's house next to mine. His face showed an unnatural smile ear to ear..
On the other hand maybe I should cut down on the pain killers

Still going up the stairs to take 2 pain killers not wanting a headache today. It was Monday and I had color guard at 6:35am checking the time it was only 6:00am I sighed putting my ear buds in and making sure I had a pocket charger in my bag as I started to walk to the high school. I'm a freshman 15 gonna be 16 in 2 months. I have a learners permit but I would have to have a person 21 or older with me so I walk to school I had a snack in my bag for breakfast
Bugy bites
There gram crackers shaped as bugs they have been my favorite since middle school about half way there I herd sirens pull me over I was on the side walk and not doing anything wrong but I stopped walking "Ms Y/N?" I nod "yes?" I asked "I'm sorry but your older sister Sydney L/N died at (work) cause of death: shot" I was shocked I dropped my bugy bites "wh-what no sh-she can't be dead" I spoke "it was an instant kill Im sorry for your loss" he stayed silent I didn't cry "can you take me to school please I'm going to be late" I asked my emotion gone I didn't feel. "Yes (high school name) right?" I nod I got into the back of the car and we pulled up to the school "is it Ok if I just stay for practice then can I go home or for a walk?" I asked he nodded "thank you bye" I spoke again and got out going to the people who where stretching "hey Y/N what's with the long face" the teacher asked "I need to talk to you" she nodded and she lead the way she stopped away from the group "my older sister just died after practice may I leave school?" I asked she looked shocked "you can leave when ever you want to I wouldn't mind I you left right now I'm sorry for your sister." She spoke I nodded but went to stretch getting my flag ready for practice.

Time pass

After practice I left without a word I got odd stars from the girls but they didn't do anything I went to the park where the guy who was in front of Brian's house this morning stood near the woods that surrounds the park I just went to the swings and listen to. Day of the dead by Hollywood undead crying instead of singing "it's ok" a raspy voice spoke behind me but when i looked no one was there. Tears fell more until I just couldn't cry anymore I didn't care after awhile she did ignored me so why should I care.

Going home I saw every one was dead mom was on the ground and Jay was in her chair I ran to the home phone and dialed 911 and got cops here i was truly alone now. The cops questioned me and I told them the truth but left out the man in white sweat shirt with a crazy smile. I should have told them but I didn't. Once they left and the house was clean I was left crying but soon stopped knowing they wouldn't care. A knock was heard on the door u went to it opened it up and a officer walked in "mam' do you have any other family here?" I shook my head no "Ok since your only 15 we will have to ask you to get your stuff we will move you to an orphanage" he spoke "can I spend a few more days here before I go." I asked "no it's law you have to have a guardian watching over you" I sighed and got some of my things my phone charger and a blanket, hairbrush and toothbrush clothes and my knife that I hid in a pillow. Putting it all into a bag I also grabbed my sketch books and pincles pins and some sharpies. Putting that in a bag I was now ready. I got into the car second time for me being in a police car.

The killer has been here

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