Why Couldn't I Just Leave You That Day

I had to go

While we arrived at the police department I swear my hands were getting more and more sweaty, the nervousness in my body just going out of control. Before I left the car Inuyasha had put his hand on my thigh trying to relax me and I looked at him. While he looked back at me, he didn't show a frown nor a smile but in his eyes they something completely different. That he trusted me and believed in me. Shocker right?

I gave him a small smile then exited out of car going up to Sango who was already standing by the door. She smiled at me then went straight inside. I followed after her when I took deep breaths. A police officer who was behind plexiglass with a small hole above his head and small oval hole where his hand rested while his other hand was holding documents. While Sango and I walked up to this officer, I noticed he was sitting at a desk in the documents he was holding were our friends.

"Excuse me sir?" Sango asked in a sweet voice "Can we have a bit of your time?" sometimes it scared me when Sango's voice sounded like that, almost sounded like she was going to deck someone in the face any second with a nice sweet smile on her face. Example, she has done it before too and that person to receive such pain like that was none other than her boyfriend Miroku.

My attention was brought back to Sango and the police officer when Sango repeatedly kept calling my name. "Sorry....What is it?" Sango giggled quietly "He wanted to know what we were here for" the officer stared at me like he was looking into my deepest darkest secrets (Which I don't have any) but that's what it felt like.

He set the documents down on his desk while looking at me "I don't kind young girls like yourselves come here often, unless there has been something disturbing the town...?" he asked curiously glancing to Sango then back at me. I shook my hands quickly "No no no, sorry....just last night my friends were arrested and I was wondering if there was any way to....bail them out"

"Depending on what they did and what the fees would be, it can be possible, who are these friends you want to bail?" Sango folded her hand behind her "Miroku" she said straightforwardly "And Koga...." I said quietly. The police officer stared at us once more with wide eyes "And these boys are friends of yours?" He asked with a slight disbelief in his voice. "Well boyfriend...." Sango admitted "And friend" I nodded "But please I don't belive they did anything wrong, they shouldn't be in jail!" I stepped forward gripping onto the small little table that was in front of the plexiglass.

The police officer shook his head and looked both ways before grabbing the documents "Take a look at this..." he mumbled and slipped the documents under the oval hole. I grabbed them quickly and scanned through the first page which showed a picture of Miroku and what he has done. "Theft, killing, drugs....gang member...." I read off the main points "Since he was 15....." I looked at Sango and she didn't look surprised in the slightest. "Sango did you know about this?" I asked curiously and saw that she looked away.

"Sango...." I watched her as she sighed and then I looked back at the documents flipping to the next page that showed a picture of Koga, with the same reasons on why he was arrested. Then I turned the paper that showed the last man that has yet not been found. "Inuyasha....." I whispered out and read his page.

"Theft, killing, Gang member, drugs, disturbing the peace, hurting innocent people...." I mumbled trailing off as I read more and more. When I hit the last page of his personal record, it said he still hasn't been found and it shows how many places he has lived at previously. I slam the papers down and left the police station. I passed my car and just walked down the road, I heard my door open and my name being called but I just kept walking.

I was angry at what the documents said, I've been with Inuyasha and the only thing I've noticed is his wounds! But he has so much more behind him, he even has an older brother. I couldn't belive any of this. It was hard to believe it but it's true, all of it is true.

While I was walking in frustration I felt my wrist being grabbed and my whole body get spun around. I first noticed his golden eyes and silver hair. His eyes filled with worry. "What's wrong with you?" He asked with slight anger and some worry "Why are you running off like this? What-" "Is it true?" I interrupted.

Inuyasha looked at me confused "Is what true....?" "The police officer handed me documents and I read them, yours had so much information.....Do you do drugs? Kill innocent people" I looked at him hard and I saw the hesitation in his eyes then he looked downward "Yes but-" "You've hurt innocent people!? You've done drugs? What kind! Why didn't you tell me this?! Why?!" I struggled against his grip "Let me go!".

Instead of listening he grabbed my other arm trying to hold me still "Wait a moment let me-" he tried to say but I didn't want to listen, I tried kicking him but he pushed me against the wall pinning my legs. "LET ME GO!" I yelled out as I struggled against him. I noticed the sadness in his eyes but I didn't want to listen. I couldn't....I honestly didn't want to say these things but I couldn't help it. I felt like something else was controlling me.

Inuyasha stared at me while tears started to form in my eyes and he looked down. "Fine if you don't want to listen" he growled and let go of me. "Then never show your face again" I pulled my hands to my chest while looking at him. He didn't look up or show anything. So I walked away quickly. I almost ran back to my apartment and once I got there. I slammed open my door and quickly closed it, locking it as well. I slowly walked to my couch and had sat there with tears spilling down my face, I curled up into a small ball while I silently cried.

How horrible I was, I didn't even dare listen to what he wanted to say. My body shook as small sobs escaped my lips "I'm sorry....." I whispered quietly. I knew that he truly had an explanation for this but I was to busy with my own anger to listen. I was stupid but what he said I truly can't show my face again. I loved him but I have to let him go.

I blame the newest Fairy Tail chapter for this. I am very very sad and it kind of affected this chapter I wrote haha....I'm sorry and this time I won't say 'I hope you enjoy this' because I don't think it was a great chapter. See you again guys :) I'm really sorry for this chapter!