Hi im Arora. im 17 and I live in Mullingar Ireland. I live in a small home with my...parents I guess u could call them and I live right next door to my best friend Niall. He's 18 but he's waiting for me to turn 18 so we can move in together. He knows the pain that I go threw. Oh and I have a brother...his name is Zayn. He is usually with his girlfriend tho. he dosnt see the abuse...uhm I mean uhh....well it is abuse sooo yea. My parents abuse me. I love to hang with my friend Elly and her boyfriend Louis. Niall always has Liam with him and I have a boyfriend. His name is Harry. I love him I really do but...I have a dark connection with Niall...and its not just the connection that's dark but...I feel like something is different about him...he's always so..cold and pail....I know its practilly never sunny here but...he also has...different eyes. ive seen them red,blue,and even black...I guess u could say I love him..but that's just a dream that wont happen.
as I wake up for school I peek out my window whitch is across from nialls bedroom and I see him doing his hair. ughhh here comes the butterflies...anyway I brush it off and I get ready. I get into skinney jeans and a black long sleeve shirt with icy blue convers. I braid my hair to the side and I grab my backpack.
"Arora get out of this fucking house!!! u sicken me!!" a tipical good morning from my father...charming isn't he?
I leave and I get in my boyfriends car.
"hey beautiful!" he smiles showing off those dimples.
"hey hazz..." im upset what do u expect? a joyful mood? he already know whats wrong cuz im like this every morning. he stays quiet. then speaks in a harshly tone.
"stay away from niall. ok arora? I mean it." I get more pissed then before.
"what the hell do u possiably mean harry?!" he gets louder whitch scares me a bit becauses out of all the boys he has the deepest and loudest voice. I hate it when he gets loud...
"I mean stay the hell away from him! he isn't good news! and he dosnt even like u! he hates u!!!"
I burst into not only tears but also pain and hatred. harry did know my story...but niall new more. as much as I love harry....I feel niall is the better one. "harry he knows more about me than u do!! did u stop me from killing myself??? no! did u hold me close after my parents beat me?! no!" his eyes turn black as I see sharp white things poke out from his mouth purking out his lips...he stops the car.
"u wanna know the reall niall?! well fine!!! hes a vampire! I found out and I made him change me! wanna know why??? so I could live without relying on people!!!" shows the holes in his arm. I figured it would be weird for a guy to bite another guy's neck...I sit there with my eyes wide.
"w-what dose this all mean?" I say studdering.
HARRYS POV
oh shit I scared her...I love her but...I feel like we aren't a match...plus since every vampire gets a special gift I can see into the future...and its not me for her. but I will sill keep her safe. I will.
"uhh babe...listen uhmm we need a bake and..." oh shit I screwed up...I sigh and make myself look normal again. she looks at me with her pure almond brown eyes. and her bubble gum pink lips barely parted...I know that look...she wants to cry...shes dying inside...
ARORAS POV
he's leaving me...he scres the crap out of me (not literally) and then brakes up with me...
"I understand harry...now please take me to school and then ill get my stuff from your house later" the rest of the drive was speechless. Im still in shock as its all hitting me.
after school I walk home. I feel a cold wind down my spine and an arm around my waist. I look over at the soft blue eyes of niall.
"hey lovely..." he knows...
"hi...listen I already know about u so-" I get cut off as he throws me onto his back and zoomes me into his bedroom. my eyes grow wide.
"now listen arora. not everything is what u think. me and the boys...are good. but there are more of us. and they aren't so good. arora they want your heart. u may not belive me but your grandmother was one of us. she got slaid." I interrupt overwhelmed by all of this bullshit.
"by who??? what the hell is going on?!" I panic and I start pacing as he grabs my shoulders holding me still then I look into his eyes and I see a flash back...he shows a tall lady wearing dark clothing and other people. they are holding...a person. I soon see that it is my grandmother. I look and I see a familiar face. its a girl at school that beat me and left me in a ditch. her name is Helena. shes blonde with blue eyes. I whatch and I see them rip my grandmothers head off and burn her. tears fall as he holds me. I cry on him.
NIALLS POV
I...I didn't mean to hurt her. I just wanted her to know the truth..but I think I hit her too strong to hard. I do the only thing I can do. I hold her in my arms. I know im freezing compaired to her but she needs it..I hold her in my arms as she burrys her face into my chest. damn is this what ive been missing? does she know that I love her? no..and she wont love me back anway...
ARORAS POV
I lay in his arms trying to pull myself together. I feel safe in his arms. and even though im broken doent mean I cant love again right? I figured that since my life is so screwed up that I would make a bold move. just to see how it feels. I look into his eyes as he looks at me with those fucking beautiful blue eyes. I lean in slowly and....
NIALLS POV
she...she kisses me. holey crap she kissed me! shes kissing me!!! I don't know what to do! do I stop her?! do I tunge her????
ARORAS POV
I run my hand threw his hair as our bodies touch. we makeout and it felt so...right. I climb onto him and I keep kissing till I open my eyes..i come back to reality. I jump off of him and I run out of the house. its raining really hard so I can barley even see an inch away. im soaked and then a car pulls up. its....its....its Louis? I bend down to look into the window and barly see him. I only see his glowing blue eyes. wait. GLOWING blue eyes.
"hey uhm Louis? are u a vampire?" he looks at me weirdly.
"so straight forword huh? but uhm ya I am. we all are. well not elly but the boys are." he laughs "and get your ass in the car. its raining and it isn't safe." I sigh clearly annoyed. but does he care? no. then me.niall horan runs up.
"oh my god u scared me!!! I didn't know were u went and its so hard to track in this rain!!!" he's nervouse being out here. I can tell by how he keeps biting his nails and touching his ear.
"niall im fine..."
"hey lad uhm why don't we all, including the rest of the lads come to my flat and stay there tonight?" I look at uneasy niall and he nods yes. niall sets me into the car and then gets in. we drive to Louis's house and walk in to see everyone there.
"Louis u moved out of your mum's flat?" I ask confused considering he is a huge mommy's boy.
"yeah. I had too. my sisters were growing up and my mum had her hands full with things so I moved here. I still visit daily tho." I look down knowing I will never have that connection with my family. niall wraps his arms around me and I dig my face into his chest.
"its ok babe..." he says calmingly.
"babe?!" I hear harry yell furiously. I clench nialls arm and I look at harry.
"harry please...I..i just..." I burst into tears over welmed by all of this shit. then I blurt out "Harry im pregnant!!!"
Part 2? let me know please :) <3
