I Nevers thought I would ever make a choice as drastic as the choice I made. I had sex in the hallway and we got caught. It was like the world was ending and I had no other choice but to sit there and accept the consequences. They called my parents and my mother was devastated and my dad was disappointed but I was stuck I couldn't even answer the questions that were thrown at me I had three days of suspension and 90 days of alternative school. But a few weeks pass and now I'm a student at Lancaster High School and people ask why I'm there and some ask what did I do and I just can't bring myself to answer them but all I manage to say is a in due time you will know. But who wants to hear that come out of my mouth?
Me and him are together and things are great when he wants to answer my texts. I can actually say I'm paying the price for my actions. I'm really not a people person but I run summer track and the coaches son says that he going to try to fuck me this weekend. Doesn't that sound fantastic not I feel him staring at me at practice and its like I'm all he ever talks about practice and one my of friends well used to be friends told him that I had a train ran on me and you can only imagine the rage that is flowing through me right now.
I'm laying here trying to keep the tears from falling because in all actuality he doesn't care. I have to text him first I have to do what he wants to do like what about coming to meet my parents and taking me out on a date for my birthday but that never happened because you never answered my messages. But he wants something for his birthday.
I ain't doing shit for these niggas no more run me some money or eat my damn pussy is a all I gotta say
