Chapter 11

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"The um, door was opened." he says finally.

I look towards the door. I was too focused on changing clothes that I didn't close it. "Okay." I say walking past him. Before I can go further he gently grabs my arm to turn me around. 

"Brie. Please talk to me." he pleads. "I am." I reply. He sighs and looks at the ground. "I want things to be right with us. You're a major part of my life, you know that." he says softly. "You have a weird way of showing it..." I say walking into the living room to sit down. "Look, I know I said what I did. I apologize. I was upset okay? But if you're not going to accept it, then let me know now." he says following me onto the couch. Of course I'm going to accept it, I don't want this tearing our friendship apart. "Okay...I forgive you." I give in. "Really?" he smiles big. "I guess trying to be intimidating worked." he adds laughing. "You have the cutest laugh." I say without thinking. I mentally slap myself. His cheeks turn red. "Thanks" he says smiling. "You're welcome." I reply. Regardless of his apology, I want to talk about what happened at the mall. It's still been on my mind. "Can I ask you something?" I ask facing him. "Anything." he replies. "What did you mean by, 'I have my secrets too' the other day?" I ask. "Um..nothing. It's just you probably have things you haven't told me either." he says looking at the ground. "You could have told me about Emily." I state. "I know." he replies.

You know?

"Then why did I have to find out that way?" I ask. "I..I don't know. I didn't know when to tell you." he explains. "Bull. You talk to me all the time." I say, aggravated. He seems to pick up on my attitude change immediately. "Why are you getting mad?" he asks sincere. "It's nothing." I get up and head upstairs. "Brie!" he calls following me. I forgot he was allowed up here. My mom adores him. Damnit.

He walks in my room before I can close the door. I quickly go to pick up the clothes I had thrown around the room and put them away. "Brie." he calls and I keep putting up clothes. "What?" I say closing up the drawers, and putting away a pair of shoes. "Listen to me." he states. "Talk." I say monotone. It's not until I walk past him for the third time that he grabs me by my waist, pins me against the wall and brings my arms above my head that I start listening to him. "Do I have your attention now?" he asks looking me in the eyes. It takes me a second before I shake my head "yes". He lets go of my arms, but remains in front of me. I try to steady my breathing as he opens his mouth to speak. 

"I'm sorry for not telling you. I didn't know how, but Em-" he stops talking as I grab his shirt and silence him with a lustful kiss. I can't stand to hear her name. So I had to shut him up somehow. But he doesn't stop kissing me. He steps closer, leaning onto my body, pushing me closer onto the wall. He puts his legs in between me, so he can move his hips closer to mine. What am I doing? I should stop...but I don't want to. He bites my bottom lip gently, pulling me into him. I turn him over so that his back is against the wall and he lowers his face into my neck, pushing my chin up and kissing me from my neck down, making my body shiver. As he moves back up to my lips, he pulls my waist into him and starts to push me backwards. I hope he doesn't go to the bed. I'm not sure I'm ready for this. Everything is happening so fast, but his lips are addicting. He's addicting. I gasp as my thoughts are interrupted by him lifting me off the ground onto him, while he's stands beside my bed. I wrap my legs around him and he kneels down, lowering me onto the floor infront of my bed. He stops to look at me, his breathing slow, but ragged. 

"What?" I ask trying to catch my breath. "I...I shouldn't be doing this, Brie." he says slowly. "Niall..." I say softly as I slowly sit up and bring his lips to mine. This is what I've been wanting, all this time. Him. 

He stands up, and pulls me off the ground with him. "I can't..." he says low. "I'll um...talk to you later, okay?" he says waiting for a response. "Okay..." I say softly looking at the ground. He walks out saying that he'll close the front door behind him. 

I close my bedroom door and collapse onto my bed. What the hell just happened?

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