Friday afternoon. I am here at home, preparing lava cakes as my best friend Harry is coming over tonight for a catch up. We always meet on Friday nights for a movie or something and order pizza while enjoying my sweets at the end. Harry is the only male I trust. He is my best friend though, and I always share with him EVERYTHING. He knows everything about me. Even the most private info about me.
Harry and I, have been friends for 3 years now. We are closer than ever, but the fact that slightly hurts me is the fact that we are JUST FRIENDS. I always had these weird feelings about him. Whenever we hug, whenever he kisses my cheek or whenever we just have some eye contact, which we always do, since we are best friends.. But I see him or let me better say, this whole situation differently. Whenever we hug or ''cuddle'' when we watch scary movies and I am scared, or when we share some secrets and news with each other, while starring in each other's eyes. The way I feel when ever he kisses my cheek when we meet. Those shivers.. Those butterflies. But it all seems too friendly to him.
The sound of my phone makes me 'come back' to normal, after I have been thinking about all these staff.
From Harry:
''Hey love! I will be there in about 30 minutes! See you!xoxo ''
''OKayy! See ya!xx''
I quickly put the lava cakes in the oven and make my way upstairs. I take off my clothes and run into the shower. As long as I am done, I dry my self and put on my black underwear and matching bra. I find some shorts which are high-waist ones and pair the up with a vest purple t-shirt. I put on my vans and get my hair into a messy pony-tail. I do not apply any make-up, since my 'best friend' is coming over.
***DOOR BELL RINGS***
''Jessy?''
''I am coming!!!''
I run for the door and as long as I am there I pull the door open to find Harry hiding his face with a bucket full of flowers.
''Hey love!''
''Hey Harry! Come in! What are these?''
''These flowers are for my beautiful best friend!'' Harry says as we gives me the bucket and at the same time giving me a soft kiss on my cheek. There goes the butterflies again..
''Something smells good! Let me guess!! Lava cakes?!'' Harry speaks too excited, as lava cakes are his favorite.
''You guessed right!''
''So what are we watching tonight? I've got some nice scary movies here!''
''Scary? Again?!'' I speak as I nod and roll my eyes.
''Come on! You know I like scary movies! Don't be scared, I am here!''
''Yeah.. No fear Harry is here..'' I speak as we both start to laugh hysterically.
''Ok so! I have 'The woman in black', 'Insidious', 'The evil dead', 'The haunting in Connecticut' and..''
''OKAY! OKAY! Just choose one.. All of them must be freaking scary..''
''The Haunting in Connecticut then!''
''Okayy..'' I speak as I roll my eyes for once more.. ''Make our self comfortable while I check on the cakes.''
''Should I order pizza?!!''
''Yes.. I have soft drinks in the fridge!''
As I make my way to the kitchen this weird feeling comes to me again. This is so weird.. I can't act the same way around Harry anymore.. Not like before.. I feel uncomfortable around him while he feels like home..
