Call Me Amber

HELLO! Thanks for reading. This is my first book so dont be too harsh thanks ^-^ I hope you like.

Its was our first date. I mean we have hung out many times before but this .. this was official. " Where are we going?!" I asked as we walked through knee deep grass. We have been walking for like 20 minutes!

I'm skinny but not fit! He paused for a minute before answering, in that pause you could hear the wind whistling. It was mid-Autumn so it was chilly plus the none stop wind. If I wouldn't of pinned back my bang they would be flapping all around and going in my eyes, But trust me I had this allllll planned out. I wasn't about to let anything bad happen. The oak trees sway in the wind causing a beautiful scenery.

" You'll see." He finally replied half grinning showing his teeth. God hes so perfect how did i get him.. He leads me through two bushes having a little nature made door way, I felt swallowed walking through. Look at my feet to assure i don't trip i notice we are no longer in long grass but in daisy's instead. I look up to be greeted by natures most finest creations . The field is filled with overwhelming flowers. "Sweet Jesus" i whisper only loud enough for my self to hear.

 Its breathtaking , like I'm serious I'm literally holding my breath right now... Wait.. I realize I'm suffocating my self and inhale more air then my lungs can hold and start coughing continuously. My cheeks heat up with embarrassment. Ash turns towards me so fast its inhuman. " Are you alright? Oh god are you ok? Are you choking? Do you need water!?" I cant hold my laughter in anymore and so i let it all out. "Yes! I'm fine! i really am ! Its ok!" i reply recovering from all that laughing , My stomach is aching from it all.

 So  much for having this planned out. "its just so beautiful" i say astonished. " just like you" He charmingly replys i swear he will be the death of me! I look at ash and my brain realizes whats happening... Hes pulling out a blanket... he pulls out... two cups? " A PICNIC , NO WAY. GOD I FREAKING LOVE YOU!" oh no, did i really just say that...

Within seconds hes in front of me. he looks into my eyes practically making my heart jump out my chest. " say it again.." hes reply's huskily in my ear. i feel his warm breath on my neck sending chills down my body. at this moment I'm pretty sure my hearts about to explode. " i-i love you.." i whisper surprised if he could hear me. He leans in and kisses my jaw line . my face tingles where he kissed me . then i hear his mouth open slightly. I'm waiting on that reply for what seems like years. " i love-".

I feel arms wrap around me from behind and i scream there's terror in ashes eyes . " SHUT THE FUCK UP " the mystery person screams into my eyes . i feel tears pour down my face " p-please take me back." i whisper as he drags me farther into the forest. im dropped suddenly and look up to a guy in a mask. " shh wait just listen " my hearts beating a mile a minute.

the man pulls off the mask and my heart drops , luc? " WHAT THE FUCK LUC I SHIT MY PANTS DUDE. "  i yell ..  maybe i should hear him out first he is my best friend... but that fucker ruined my date! " ok well... i dont think its safe for you to be with ash. hes not normal and i really care about you.. just please... just listen to me.. if you really care. i love you. your my best friend. " he says starring in  my eyes . he looks as if hes about to cry and honestly that's whats breaking me. " dude why the hell the big scene to say that! i almost pissed my self!" i yell half laughing. i jump up and hug my best friend."

i wake up panting. i hate those damn dreams. the worst part they really happend and are now replaying memories.. i sit up in bed. my face is all sweaty . this is a morning rutine now. i walk to the bathroom and stare into the mirror. as a little girl i never loved what i saw. now that i have forever to perfect myself i really don't mind. my hair is bright red obviously not natural, its dyed. i dont have nothing to really do today might as well get my hair trimmed. i havent cut it since the change so now its to my waist and tangles easly which i cant stand.

Then i relised that i need to clean my face from the sweat caused by night terrors. i turn the water as hot as it goes. the hot water feels great to my skin conaidering im as cold as ice. after cleaning my self up and such i apply make up.. and damn do i look good. i plop onto the couch and look on tv for anything good to watch.. all re runs. " alright then. " i say standing up . " time to get shit done. "

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