What am I doing?

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I have no fucking idea what I'm doing.... I'm ganna use his as a journal sort of thing. So I'll just wright random entries every other day. or try to idk I'm lazy af lol. Here's the first one:

May 24th 2016
I'm currently in science and it's just the asshats of the class arguing with the teacher about the principles of homework and that we shouldn't have to do it blah blah blah. It's not even hard. It's just ten damn questions; do it, AND YOULL GET THE "A"!!! It's a participation grade anyway. Ok no one wants to here about homework sooo here's what's actually going on---
My friend is very sexually confused at this point in her life. She tried to go out with this girl who is a) 16, while my friend is 14. b) is a terrible influence examples are, she's a liar, did drugs, is suicidal and the list goes on a while.
c) she's a slut. And as she puts it (I'm dead serious I'm quoting her),"You know how drug addicts go through with drawls and they crave the drugs their addicted to? Yeah I'm going through that with sex." 😐 oh hell no. I told my friend to be carful around her and she should probly stay away but she didn't listen. She hasn't told her mom anything about her questioning her sexuality and this other girl hasn't either so they got to have a sleep over with out the parents freaking out or anything. When my friends girl friend was over there, the girlfriend made her do some stuff that my friend can't think about without crying. I told her before hand that no one can make you do something you don't want to do; you can always say no. But she's always been the type of person people take advantage of. She broke up with her girlfriend and then this bitch starts telling EVERYONE about what happened and that my friend is a slut and tried to move on her. It's very frustrating. My friend is very depressed. And I want out of the fucking drama. I've stopped talking to her for a while because she brings it up every time I'm around her and tries to show me the shitty texts her ex are sending her and I told her straight up that I don't want in on the drama. She understood how I felt and hasn't talked about it. Don't be judging me in the comments. I'm still there for her I'm just not directly in the splash zone. I wanted out of the bull shit. I don't do that. I don't start shit but j can sure as hell finish it. It's finals week and I'm too tired to do that right now so I had to remove myself from it so I can focus. Ok well hopefully that's the only drama entry and the incident blows over in the next week 👍 later freaks

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