'He is like a brother'

Introduction - all about Regan.

So, here we are. I'm Regan typical blonde hair blue eyes girl- 14 years old surviving my last year of high school. The only thing keeping me going and not drowning myself of boredom is my 3 main girls. Rosie (roe) brown hair brown eyes bubbly a bit dim but hilarious girl. Bailey (bay) brown eyes, red velvet hair- typical girly girl shopping, pink fluffy and all that shit. Your typical girl. Then we have Brooke Tom-boy behaviour but can scrub up nicely also in any sports team you can imagine. She has brown hair and green eyes. Oh I almost forgot..Tyler best bud since birth. Stereo typical boy good body brown hair green dazzling eyes captain of the rugby and football team!

We have been best friends since nursery. Then he stabbed me in the back after he told me he loved me.

I'm also dying I have cervical cancer. I don't want treatment I just want to live every second, minute, hour, month-day flat out and to the fullest. My mum knows, my dad doesn't neither do my friends. Only time will tell if I ever decide to tell them, shame it's running out...I only have six months. since I'm not taking treatment I still have my hair so no one will be able to tell I'm dying. I just like feeling normal, the minute;if anyone finds out all I will hear constantly is cancer cancer cancer. I love feeling alienated away from the illness like I don't even have it. Sometimes I even forget. So like I said..here we are.... AWKWARD