Dairy of the Middle School Girl

Death

Dear Diary 

Those word turn over and over in my head, My mom, the person who gave birth to me , the person who threw her beer botte's at me when she was angry,the woman that beat me and left the scars.I run my hand on my shoulder that's where the scars are, at lest most of them. I don't want her dead they will send me away.A tear drops down Jays face and he wipes it quickly. He stands up and comes to me, he hugs me. I felt horrible i wanted to cry but nothing would come out. Its feels like i stand there forever but I don't care. I fall a little he lets go.He picks me up and takes me to my room,he puts me down softly and he go to the bathroom and comes out with a hot rag and put it on my for head. I look at him this is not the Jay from school. I think back to my mom i ask Jay ," what happen" . he told me she had 34 shots and then since a friend did not want to take her home she stole a car and she crashed in to a tree . One tear runs down my face and drys quickly. She died hating me. I HATE HER FOR LEAVING ME HERE TO DIE ALONE with no one to help me. My thoughts were interrupted by Jay telling me" you are going to live with me and my family, my mom and your mom are urr I mean where friends and she told me to come get you". I was surprised why would she want me doesn't make any sense to me. They could send me to a foster home , but why. I was sleepy ,i guess Jay could notice because he said " go ahead it's fine". I feel a sleep. 

I wake up its dark outside.Its the same day. I don't see Jay anywhere . I walk across the hall. My bare leg hitting the floor, i looked at my self in the mirror i am bony, you could see my collarbone. I turned around so i can see my back i lifted up my tank top and look at the tattoo on my back my dad did for me it says:Everything is not what It Seems. I put my shirt down and walk down the hall very slowly, the floor is cold and that only reminds be of my moms dead body. I get to the living room and I see Jay . he is reading a book , i never knew i would see him of all people reading a book. I decide i ma going to have some fun with this. I run fast to the couch and tackle him to the ground He trying to get out my grip but it does not work i am to strong. He is grinning. I say 

"do touch my book"

"damn your strong"

" don't touch my book Matthews"

I get off of him and he gets up,he asked me if i know how to cook, please i cant even boil water. He said " OK come on lets go to my house plus we have school tomorrow". We walk to his house it is big no not big huge ,kids is rich. Four levels a huge gate a fountain in the front yard and limousine in the garage. All i could say was"Damn". He smiles. We walk in the house and a man greets up at the door, he is wearing a black suit and say's" Hello Mister Matthews"and nods he asks Jay who am I " Amy Andrews". My house compared to this house was like look at an eagle and a baby bird side by side.I ask the man in the black suit his name, he told me Mark.Jay shows me to the room i will be staying in. The room was WOW JUST WOW . The bed was huge and it had black sheets the headboard had beautiful lights at the top and there was a vanity  it had beautiful carvings in it it ,like I was telling a story for another time. I have seen things like this but never had one .There is another   door and I  open it, ITS A BATHROOM, it was lovely a huge tub with all the different soaps and and shampoos and different bath bombs every scent you could ever think of. After I finished looking at everything all I could say was , WOAH BABY. Jay asked if i liked it. 

"Nah i don't like it .................................I LOVE IT ITS AMAZING THANK YOU" I hugged him and then i see something and his shoulder it looks like scar they look like mine. He gets beat too. I pull away quickly.He grin and walks away. Why would his parents need to beat him it does not make any sense. I don't worry about it to much my birthday is tomorrow. I go to the bed and lay down, then i think my mom only had friends from the bar and if Jay said his mom and my mom are friends that's why i have not seen his mom yet. 

She is at the bar, and maybe that's how Jay got those scar, but if she is at the bar wasting money then who pays for the house and why have a house so  big when one 2 people live in it. So many questions, that i know will never be answered 

Hey Sweetie Pies  two chapters in one day i am on a roll how are yall doing today please guess comment.I need a cast for this book. I might be changing the cover of the book i don't like it at all. Have a wonderful day BYEEEEE

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