Magic. A completely unrealistic, it is a form of imagination wasted. There is no such thing as magic. There are no unicorns or leprechauns. That is all fake. Absolutely 100% of wasted imagination. The only thing I believe in are demons. Not the demons that terrorize you, the kind that haunt you in your memories and lurk into your beautiful dreams. Those are demons from your past. Whether it was depression or the one time you beat up this one kid. We all have our own demons, we just deal with them in different ways.
For example, I deal with my demons by locking away and throwing away the key. No they don't go away but my demons are subdued. It doesn't solve anything. Now you must be asking 'why the hell am I telling you this?'. Well it's simple. You the one following the text with your eyes, you are reading a story, my story.So I suggest you sit back and enjoy cause I'm not the type of person to share my emotions and feelings like those stereotypical girls I keep hearing about and never see. Enjoy.
I am Bella Gattina Bosco. Yes I'm Italian. My full name means Beautiful Kitten Forest. Catchy right?Anyways I'm a 18 year old girl who doesn't want to go to college. So I'm not. You see I was In foster care so my decisions affect me and my 3 year old brother. So if I go to college, where will my brother go? Back to foster care and that's never EVER happening. Foster care is a place where people take care of you only to get the pay check that comes with you. Whoopdeedoo. I promised my little brother, Rhydian that I would never make him go through what I had to... 14years of foster care and about 2-3 homes a year. The dream.
I would do anything for my brother. He is my world it is my job to watch him and protect him the best I can.I am now his legal guardian. So I have two goals. Get a good and stable job and a small apartment in 24 hours. That's possible right? Aww who am I kidding. I just need to have a place that's safe for Rhydian. He means everything to me. If he got taken away I would break down. I know it's crazy but that little boy is my rock. He keeps me stable in this horrifying world of chaos. I need to be Rhydian's rock too though. He depends on me, and I will be damned if someone dares to stop me from helping my sweet little angel. Nothing will stop me from providing for my little boy. Keep that in mind.
"Ah!" Looking down I see a bright eyed little boy. Rhydian. Kissing his face all over, what if this isthe calm just before the storm. "Ah!" Ok someone is ready for a snack. Lets see banana, granola bar, water, or gummies? Bananas it is!
"Ok bud, open wide for nanas." He is such a cutie pie. Looking into the world with such innocent eyes.Oh, and a messy little banana mush face. "What am I going to do with a messy man like you, huh?" Cleaning his face, it sends him into a fit of giggles. Oh my he is soooooo adorable. Hugging him close to me I know that I want this to never end, but in the end change is constant. Ohhh how constant that change really is.
"Mama!" He is my shining bright world. Yes my angel calls me mama but I'm the only one who's ever been there for him. Rocking him to sleep I see the shine I used to have in Rhydian's eyes.
I will do everything in my willpower to give Rhydian the life he deserves. The question is how the hell am Igoing to find a place to sleep and a place to work in 12 hours. Why is life so fucking difficult!!
Rain starts to fall. Rain. To me it is one of the most soothing things in the world ever.
"Hey miss you shouldn't be out here in the rain with the boy. He might get pneumonia." States a tall,built man. From his disposition he doesn't seem dangerous, but looks can be deceiving. "Here lets get you somewhere safe." No No No.That immediately is a big no no. Me no go with big man. That is the worse idea in history. "Look I'm not trying to hurt you, I'm just thinking with your son in mind." That prick... but I have no place to go. Ughhhh.
"Fine, make a move and sees what happens big guy." Grumbling as I get in and holding Rhydian close,I really wonder if I am making the best decision right now. Driving away with a strange man and Rhydian.... huh I must be a dumb ass then. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Yawns opening my eyes... where the fuck am I? This is serious, where the fuck am I?! Ok!! The fucker who took Rhydian is going to die like yesterday! "You are probably wondering where you are." Ummmm duhh sherlock. I'm not looking around the room to be funny. Watches him closely as I nod. "Well you are at my house, remember when I got you out of the rain." Ohhh so this is Mr. Tall. Now time for the most important question ever to be asked.
"Where the fuck is Rhydian?!"Glaring at Mr. Tall I take a chance to bolt out the door and run down the hallway looking for Rhydian. All of a sudden the air gets knocked out of me. Wtf people, crazy sister looking for her little brotherr. Get the fuck out of my waaayyy! Screams loudly as Mr. Tall throws me over his shoulder. Ohh he's mus-soooo not the point Bella, focus! "Tell me where my brother is you little shit!!" Hits his back as we go back inside the room. Growls at him.
"First of all, do not curse. Dirty words like that should not be coming out of your pretty little mouth. Second, your brother is sleeping and it would be best if you didn't disturb him. Thirdly, you will listen to what I have to say. You are now my maid and work for me. Never. NEVER. Disobey me UNDERSTOOD." He states instead of asking. Nods looking up at Mr. Tall. "Good, I am Jaxonond. I am apart of the Italian Mafia. Even think of reporting this to the police, see where you end up. That is all you need to know about me. Now who the hell are you miss?" No no no I am not telling this prick who I am.
"I am... Ally Turnasovin." Lie lie lie, can't lie one bit.. Can you tell?
"The truth miss oh so help me you will not live to see the morning light." Holy shit this guy isn't kidding. Shaking I think of a way to lie better or not come at all. I finally come to the realisation that it is impossible to lie to him, and I certainly do value my tiny little precious life.
"I am Bella Bosco sir, I am also Italian and from New York. I got out of foster care a yesterday and I am now taking care of my 3 year old brother, Rhydian." By now I am shaking in my very spot. This Mr. Tall guy is as scary as they can come. I really have no idea what that little maniac will do next. So I really do have no other choice than to do what Mr. Tall Maniac says. Oh hurr-fucking-ay. My life is soooooo sooo sooo soooo awesome I get to be threatened by a mafia leader just my luck huh? So for my first goal of the day I need to find my brother all else must wait or I swear someone will die tonight.
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Heyyy everyone this Bella, the author not the character. Hehe. I was wondering if anyone reading this would give me some feed back? Positives and negatives, all that jas you know? If you do I thank you in advance for your help and I will will be sure to give you shout out in my next chapter. Also my little chickadees, please tell me what you like to see in the future. Anyways enjoy WFITR and I hope you vote and add this story to your library because it would mean so much to me if you did.
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